Friday, September 07, 2007
worrying about familyworrying about friendsworrying about workworrying about disciplesworrying about relationshipsworrying about everything,which none was what i could change.procrastinating about sharing tmrprocrastinating about caring tmrprocrastinating about company tmrprocrastinating about asking tmrprocratinating about changing tmrprocrastinating about everything,which all were i could had done.doubting about His lovedoubting about what He could dodoubting about His ability to hear medoubting about His ability to caredoubting about His timingdoubting about His wordsdoubting about everything,which none of them was untrue.here i am.seventeen years of my lifei wasted them ondoubting worrying procrastinatingwhen i could had done that little bit for Himbut yet He loved me still.holding me in His armssaying"you are My daughter and you are much loved by Me.I will never leave you, as long as you never leave Me.mark this promise. it's from Me to you.even if u are trampled by Man under their feets,i seen your tears through them all.and when you feel that the world had left you,they had left Me first."all that i havei offer it to Youall that i heldi give it to Youall my selfish wantstake it all with Youi'm Yours to usei'm Yours to usea stubborn clay i wasnow broken and readyi'm all Yours to shape.nothing in my handscould compare to Younothing that i havecould match up to Yoursalthough i do not have muchstill You saygive Me all you havei'll run to YouYou are my shieldmy shelter and my alli'll run to Youtake me as You find memould me refine meuse me for Your plansfinally breaking down in front of Himi felt ashamed of thinking that i knew it alli'm going to stop sayingi know i know i knowand to change it into ai do i love i'm Yours.
12:43 AM { and i opened my heart(:
