went to funan with sl and von cos their laptop. they both, aiyoyoo. dono how to take care of laptop de.
see, my one stil nice nice one!(:
hahahas. anw. von's costed.. $ 565.95(is it ar?)
somewhere there.
and sl one's --FREE!(:
well. oh yah!!!
mac the new burger ar.
NOT NICE.
people, don try.
me and von YI ZHI JUE DING.-not nice!
went to suntec. find nokia shop, to repair my phone.
put up my most innocent face and asked if warrenty card no date of puchase how
amazingly, the guy said it's okays. lols.
so 3/4days later, i shall get my pphone back!!
jus in case, u are curious,
im using yuzhen's brother's spare phone.
which is 6280, which is super like mine. hahas(:
wanted to get haviannas. but don have my size de my design de my color.
sad. well. the guy said mid june, so i shall go back then. with VON!!!
went down to changi to fetch parents.
on the mrt, sth lame happen. rahh rahh.
ate at changi village.
memories of victor sir driving us in the van gg ard..doing sth.
hahahahahahas!!!!!! for those who knows.. shh(:
came home, went thru what my parents bought in their trip.
they bought alot of biscuit lahhh.
filled with sesame, filled with peanut.
u want filled with what, oso got.
lame siahh.
and poor me and my brother
had to sit there and tasted one mouth of whatever they buy
the gulitnous filling was horrid. ):
i cant believe i swallowed it lahhhhhh!!
and my mum bought YELLOW shirt for my brother.
BRIGHT YELLOW. like. like. urms..
like A BRIGHT YELLOW YELLOWISH BANANA.
lols.
at least my mother bouht earrings for me.got mickey onE!!(:
tmr is radical conference.
i pray that non xtians, will be receptive to the gospel.
i pray for those who are bringing new comers, that u will not neglect ur fwens.
i pray for those who had backslided, but coming tmr, that God will touch ur heart again.
i pray for those who had not been on the right path with God, that you will really seek God earnestly tmr.
i pray for those who are gg strong in God all the while, that ur fire will burn even stronger.
i pray for the whole event, not technical faults, no problems.
awesome night for all of us, a fun filled and God-filled night.
in Jesus' name, amen(: HALLELUJAH(:

11:32 PM { and i opened my heart(:

first i was sad because i woke up with a headache in the morning, feeling all sick.
second i was sad because i was late for my presentation.
BAM. i was late.
BAM. i was late despite being the leader.
BAM. i was late despite being the leader, and i dono how to ans tcher's qn.
triple deductions on my marks.
wonders if i have any grade left after all these.
third i was sad because i dropped my phone and it spoiled.
fourth i was sad because no one cud lend me a spare phone.
fifth i was sad because i lost my "Jesus is Lord"
sixth i was sad because im blogging bout sad stuff.
lol. that's random.
first i was happy because i finally knew how to do a POA test.
second i was happy because i had a great time with my class today.
we went seoul garden. party~~
third i was happy because i see that there are ppl who shown concern to me today.
fourth i was happy because.. im blogging bout happy thing now.
lol. random.
am i happy or not?
i think i shud jus count my happiness and forget bout the sadness.
so yup. im happy 3 times today.
hahas(:

10:59 PM { and i opened my heart(:

as comments on how distracted i am this week. i began to think. what had caused this in me.
jus like how jacinta says it : you are always spacing out. and it's getting scary.
even my blaw tcher "expressed his concerns" by asking if im alright, since i looked so blank and distracted. many a times, i even caught myself spacing out and literally forced my attention back to whoever i am with.
sometime i rather that i am jus alone, so that i can space out for all i care. so that i don have to keep checking myself and looking "un-blank" and "un-distracted".
but then i know it ain't me to keep doing this. i have to stop it.
that's why i have been cramming in social activities into my life since last mon. but sadly to say, i realise i am actually a loner, and there are actually not anyone who cud be there. there was, now there wasn't. hard to believe? i once told one of my friend that i am loner. whoever it was, he/she laughed me off and say "bu ke neng lah ni". but why not?
the amount of friends u have is calculated is when u don have time and yet they are dere for u , and even after everything is over and u finds them back, they are stil there. not those who had just moved simply not waiting for you. i feel like a dock. ships pass and go, but never one stays to accompany the dock. THE dock is waiting for THE ship):

9:44 PM { and i opened my heart(:

okay. once more.
When you are tired and discouraged from fruitless efforts...
God knows how hard you have tried.
When you've cried so long and your heart is in anguish...
God has counted your tears.
If you feel that your life is on hold and time has passed you by...
God is waiting with you.
When you're lonely and your friends are too busy even for a phone call...
God is by your side.
When you think you've tried everything and don't know where to turn...
God has a solution.
When nothing makes sense and you are confused or frustrated...
God has the answer.
If suddenly your outlook is brighter and you find traces of hope...
God has whispered to you.
When things are going well and you have much to be thankful for...
God has blessed you.
When something joyful happens and you are filled with awe...
God has smiled upon you.
When you have a purpose to fulfill and a dream to follow...
God has opened your eyes and called you by name.
Remember that wherever you are orwhatever you are facing...
Nobody knows
but GOD KNOWS
___________________________________
-jus save that one more for Jesus(:

11:17 AM { and i opened my heart(:

Jonah Flees From the LORD
-runs away.
Jonah's Prayer
-repents
Jonah Goes to Nineveh
-preaches
Jonah's Anger at the Lord 's Compassion
-angry-ed.
the summary of my qt today.
as i reaD book of jonah.
i realised that it kind of relates to me.
and it really shoke me.
how many of us like jonah, ran away from God
because of fear.
fear of Him.
fear of the task He give us.
fear of the consequences after we do the task.
fear of how others see us.
fear of the world.
and yet. after we run away,
how much did it take to make us repent.
for some, jus self realisation.
for some, it takes a death of a kin.
for some, it takes a period of darkness.
for some,don even repent.
and yet after we repent,
how many of us did keep to the route.
for some,fall away after the task seems too hard to be done.
for some, they continue and grow in the Lord.
for some, they simply don care.
for some, they fall back to the world.
and even after they stick to the route,
do they all stick to it althou things they don understand, happens?
for some, they will be angry
for some, they will question.
for some, they will obey
for some, they will riot against God.
but don you all rmb.
the God who you have been calling Lord Lord,
IS THE LORD OF LORD,
THE KING OF KINGS.
________________________________________________________________
LUKE 6:46
46"Why do you call me, 'Lord, Lord,' and do not do what I say?
_____________________________________________
don He have the rights to do what He deems is fit for us,
although we don understand it?
in this world now,
cant people jus understand that.
they are NOT God, but
GOD IS GOD.
the one and only one.
______________________________________________________________
nobody is going to YANK me away.

10:39 AM { and i opened my heart(:

and the other imperfections..

that's xavier hand..

the choices has been made.. there is no looking back. i've stepped over the line(:i'm a disciple of Christ!!

and the people involved..

he is trying to aim the correct angle.

and i have totally no idea why he gave me this face.

and the drinks involved..

milo and coke.

tmr is church dayy~

who will be free on 1 and 2 june?

i got a place for you to have fun(:

ask me!(:

i will not quit. chasing after my DADDY!(:

12:50 AM { and i opened my heart(:

i officially cant wear cotton jackets.
i will get super itchy at my arms.
even without me scratching it,
it turned red.
goodness.
i need a wind breaker.
or anything that is not of cotton.
but i jus cant find one that is nice.
grr~
desperate enuf, i might borrow.
cos NP is freaking cold in its theatres.
________________________________________
the good old past(:
promises of the past are so OF THE PAST.
i rmb my father promising us to take us out for meals every friday.
i rmb my mother promising me that she will bring me go gaigaii.
i rmb my aunt as a kind and loving person.
not a violent person who hits.
not a crazy person who jumps off a speeding car.
with a baby in her arms.
i rmb her as an aunt who says.
if i ever not get married in the future, i'll take u as my god daughter.
and even after she got married,
i rmb her as an aunt who says,
you will be da jiejie of my son.
not as an aunt who screams
bug off. that's my kid, i'll kill him if im happy.
i rmb my brothers as shields.
protecting me from whatever that comes.
i rmb my brother.
who shield me from the cane.
i rmb my brother who
applies cream for me when i got caned.
not as a brother who
throws chairs at me.
not as a brother who
always get into screaming matches with me.
i rmb all the friends
through my psku.
when we wrote bout how good fwens are we.
not as strangers who don even recognise
each others on the street.
i rmb my that best friends.
we shared everything,
even til now, 8years down the road,
i had her stuff with me.
but now, not even a HI.
i rmb my ssku.
it wasn't pleasant.
but at least it taught me many things.
and knew precious friends that i stil keep now.
and most imptly, i knew God in ssku.
i rmb of the good old past.
where things are like.
simple. easy life. jus breeze thru everything.
and we had fun as a group of friends.
now all are scattered.
without any intention of coming back.
atleast not that i seen.
mayb there is. but well.
things are jus different.
and that is jus a long story of I RMB~

11:32 PM { and i opened my heart(:

decided to jump into the bandwagon of making quizzes, since everyone are into it now.
if u don wan to state ur name, can jus put as unknown. i don mind. lols(:

Create your own Friend Test here

1:54 AM { and i opened my heart(:

i have alot of time to spare since i am gg to stay awake til later on 5am, to go to airport to send my parents off.. and i had blog hopped since 10, and is superly tired of doing so. i even hopped til random people, such as lynn, andrew, waikiat .like. i don even talk to them? that's so. huh? anw. i had fun. hehes.
exams are coming. i gotta mug soon. but yet i cant study alot at home. i will tend to surf the net..play my games..do anything except for doing my works. no way. anyone who aare gg to study or what, please ask me along.
really need someone to study with, or not i will be so distracted til u will see me repeating all my modules next sem. esp my POA. faints~
later on will be liverpool VS ac milan. im neutral. so don ask me who i support.
im bored.hopelessly bored.ahhhh~

1:39 AM { and i opened my heart(:

today's lesson was boring without jacinta.
so i kinda stick around with the class peeps.
at least today is a super duper short day(:
went down to nyp after sku with dorothy,
to find them to makan.
had a nice time laughing all the way down on the bus.
spacstic siahh.
reached, walked to library and played game!!
i learnt how to play dota once again.
but it still don look very playable to me.
anyone want to pawn a noob? (:
ate mac!!! dumb nyp.why got mac lahs. not fair):
went to amk hub.
a place of memo.
i didnt know that , that was the place.
til i got there, and all memo came back.
mm..
i drank HONEY LEMON DRINK!!!
ok lahs.after weeks of being persuaded into drinking,
i finally tried.
not bad actually. hehes
waited around for ppl to come..
and finally they came.
the guys ate dinners and i looked.
not very hungry.
went home soon after, took mrt.
i stil prefer buses siahs. but well~
RANDOM question.
i want to go night cycling!
anyone wants to?
ahHh(:

8:21 PM { and i opened my heart(:

i went school
i went parade.
i went movie
spiderman3
ran home.
and here i am.

12:39 AM { and i opened my heart(:

blow number one
I FAILED MY POA.
blow number two.
I FAILED MY POA WHILE MY CLASS ALL PASSED
blow number three.
I FAILED MY POA WHILE MY CLASS ALL PASSED AND IT IS AN FREAKING EASY TEST.
but that's not the main point of this entry.
slept at 7pm ytd. supper shagged.
i told my mother to wake me up at 9pm. to study.
in the end. i woke at 7AM the next morning.
reason being. my mother see me so tiredd, didn't want to wake me up.
well well.. i wanted to study my poa and do my bca when i wake up one.. but didnt lor.
cut the long story short.
i didn't do bca unit 8, so i nver hand up 7&8.
and i never study poa AT ALL.
got into the bca class..
tcher call me. say why u didnt hand 5&6(I HANDED LAST WEEK LE)
den he don believe, so he lectured me. ):
den i say i hand in now, he stil give me evil glare.
hand up alr, den he call me agn. ask me why never hand up 7&8.
i say i haven do. he ask me do now and submit.
fine siahh. but me and jacinta did sth.. shhh(:
and came poa..
my whole class were like copying?
but i didnt. so i got 22.5/50
siann. but well. price of not copying? (: i don mind lah.
but it still affected me the whole time.
and when it was time for prayer mtg..
i jus asked like. why is today gg so badly for me
like diaos. i cant say anything that went right.
but then God reminded me of what i read this morning.
the fact was that i did not put in my best in studying.
afterall i only mugged 2 h before? and it was jus a READ THRU.
and as i think bout it. i cud had scored lower.
cos as i scan thru my answer and my notes.
its like some mistake that i made, the correct answers jus flashed.
jus nice i open the file and the page is there.
so like. maybe without God. i wud had like what. 10? yehh
things wud be worse. so i shud jus thank God that i got a 22.5.
and afterall i did prayed before the test
that i dono how i am gg to go thru this test, but i'm gg into it with God. whatever that my studying was worth, God u give me what i deserve. so yeh. i guess 22.5 was it. and i shud jus accept it.
yehh. so this can encourage those ppl who jus got back their exam results or sth. cheers! things wud had been worse without God(:

8:23 PM { and i opened my heart(:

11:47 PM { and i opened my heart(:

my mum every sat without fail will say
: i give you go church is to learn things de hor
and i every sat without fail will think
: yeh. i go and learn how to love God more.
tat's so diao. but since what she say is sorta logical, i didn't answer.
we gotta push on ppl. yes we shud be obedient to our parents. but not at the expense of God!!

10:34 AM { and i opened my heart(:

one thing that i learnt from jacinta's blog.
you know that it is love when things become unfair.
sounds right yehh. if it was fair, it's prolly cos u are calculative and not willing to give up things for that person. that person can be not ur bf/gf. it can be ur friend, ur classmate. are u willing to give up ur sleep, jus to hear the person talk bout his life. are u willing to scarfice ur lunch break jus to accompany the person. are u willing to jus take the backseat to whatever is happening in his life , simply jus cos he is so overwhelmed? you show that you care when u don care bout ur own needs. * something to point out. i used "he" is simply cos "he" is more widely recognised in a way!!*
and to that princess: *gives spastic smile!* hugs-

11:42 PM { and i opened my heart(:

i'll give you all the time that you need to consider.

but don take too long.

Jesus might be coming back tmr!

i'll give you all the space that you need to have.

but don go too far.

i don wanna lose you.

this is dedicated to you. my bestie of 9years.

11:23 PM { and i opened my heart(:

one thing that jacinta shown me today
:women were created from men's rib. to be protected by the arm, loved by the heart. not to be beneath men.
nice one. girls. listen up. we are equal to guys~ (:
i think too much




for you.

6:15 PM { and i opened my heart(:

poor jacinta hear me rant today for like dono how long. 1.5h? thanks girl. hahas.
met xavier to teach him sets. and den went for rx's dad's wake. to cut the whole story real short.
i was wearing red contacts after the sharing and ttmn from rx.
inspired me to do some stuff. which will not revealed her thou. HAHA(:
paranoid. thinkanoid. mm. diaos. hahas.
saddest birthday song.
and one more thing random.
next time when i die.
i don wan a solemn funeral.
i want a noisy one.
with live bands?
not bad.
noisy- with God's praises. not some monks chanting around me.
no offense. but yeh. it's my funeral. my wish. and this is my BLOG.
this is not a time to throw temper girl. keep it down.

10:26 PM { and i opened my heart(:

I AM FINE
OVER THE MOON(:
AHhHhh!
CHEERS(:

10:40 AM { and i opened my heart(:

okay. im really discouraged now. i know i shud not be. butwell. if u do happen to be seeing this, encourage me please. yeh. thanks.

i feel like just
screaming MY HEAD OFF.

12:42 AM { and i opened my heart(:

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