Sunday, November 27, 2005
woke up today. den see whole hse empty de. wahh. xia si wo. so freaky. the whole hse big big den u alone. somemore i saw one big big zhang lang. den i scared it will creep up to me. zZZ.. anyway. woke up. called marmii. ask her where she is. report to her dat i woke up le. LOLS. den jiu cook maggi eat.. quite nice.. cos is i cook de.. somemore. ish korean kimchi mushroom flavour. =D
cleared my room. all muh frens. all eu all proud of me. hahs.. den neat neat le.. zZZ.. afterr dat bathe. den went to meet von. im early for once!! hahs.. den we take bus to cosbt. was counted early? cos stil can see ppl sitting downstair. and zealot at the carpark area still. so we made our way up.. found two seats. put back. den faster run to the front liaos. today got altar call.. but didnt go. jus stand at my place. worshippingg. den jiu.. hm.. after dat we went to the lao di fang to eat again.. today eat the minced meat noodle. not dat nice. hahas.. but still.. edible laa. dat guy. forget how to spell his name liao. dono is bryan or brian. anyway. he bluff me his bufday 28/11. eeyerr. bluff wo lors. at last forced him to show me ez link. muahaha.. he 28/01 derhs. shows dat im stil xiao mei mei. LOLS!! anywayy.. he tried to anyhow ren likhoon as ahma. den i say he call no use de. i call ahma den she will respond. den he didnt believe. den we tried. muahaha. i call den she HURR liddat. he call no respond. hahas.. anywayy. after dat took bus wib yingying home. den jiu.. walked the overhead bridge way. sian. leg suan si ler..
dats all ferr today bahx.. tatas.
*kan jian zhang lang wo bu pa bu pa le!!* =D
2:07 PM { and i opened my heart(:
Friday, November 25, 2005
im backk im backk. =D many days nvr blog le. today finally came liaos. today went to celebrate suyu bufday wib boonkeat and her. den hor. we meet to buy her present mahx. den jiu meet le. take 180.. walked around. went to wallet shop. den don haf those transparent kind which she wanted.. den jiu continued walkingg.. bk hors.. is officially blockhead.. cos he hors. hurr. anything.. up2u.. u choose bahx.. *shugs shugs*.. den im like hurr. make all the decisions.. hahas... at last bought a skirt for suyu. quite nice derhs. but HEY! guess wad. i bought the same skirt as she bought for me.. telepathy? wow. carn believe it. but onli hers is blue strings. mine is pink. den is like. wow? hahas...ate seoul garden.. den hors. cos me and suyu wann tomyam de. but bk don eat spicy de. so we changed to ginseng chicken. quite nice too bahh. den we eat. eat and eat. den hors. we machiam fishball big meal liddat. take alort of fishballs. hahs.. den all of us is those agar agar noe how to cook de.. so jiu sui bian.. den suyu kip shouting and screaming. everytime the oil piak on her. den me and bk will start um-chio-ing at her. hahs.. den called shengyong to come. oso dono he come ferr wad lehx. he didnt eat. didnt cook. sit dere stare at us. lols. den afterr he go.. we sit dere gossip and gossip. lols. den jiu til 5 plus.. go walk walk.. jiu go home le..on the bus oso dono wad to say. den bk is like dozing off. zao zhi dao give him sit inside. at least he can kao the ledge. but anyway. he dozed off til a stop beferr. den he suddenly woke up by himself. got sensor in him? noe going to reach le. LOLS. den jiu.. walk home.. dono why. he walked very fast HUH!! den my leg so suan cann. hahs.. den hor!! got a bunch of guys kicking ball at the badminton court mahx. den me and bk were like talking. wad if the ball fly over and hit us. den jiu nice hor. one of the guys dre zam the ball. and guess wadd. it landed on my head and BOM me laa. den hor. pain lehx. si bk stil um chio.. but nehmind. suan le. forgive. don forget. lols..went home.. told papa abt the ball thingy. den he say wann go find town council to complain. wow. den i told him no nid no nid. hahs.. eat dinner.. bathe my baby cousin.. den jiu play maple lers.. few more min jiu suyu bufday le.. wish her a happy bufdayy. hope she be happy. =Dim jus glad dat u are fine hurr. yeps. GLAD.
3:49 PM { and i opened my heart(:
Monday, November 21, 2005
as my blog title said. im sorry to make u become such a bitter person. u were such a innocent and gudd girl. not dat u are not kind and innocent now. but it jus dat u haf a sense of bitterness in ur heart now. many things happen in this past few months. different news. different reaction. different roles. i guess. i jus sorry for causing so many thing to happen in ur life?ytd went nite life. so kelian lehx. onli got 5 ppl went to eat afterr dat. den our table veryy small. hahas.. den see overr zealot dere. wahhsehh. big big 3 tables joined. siian. hahas.. nvm.. took bus wib yingying afterr dat. nthh much to say. so jus see phone see bus outside de things.. yea.. hahs..also dono wadd to sayy now. maybe im jus not ready? shortie entry todayy. tatas
6:07 AM { and i opened my heart(:
Saturday, November 19, 2005
actually sometime humans are jus weird. when something they wanted and they could get it. they get sad disappointed.. but when they finally got it. but its afterr ppl let go. u realise dat it wasnt dat happy to haf dat thing anymore. somehow u don find joy in sth dat u thought u will be happy with. weird huh? the last month was a weird and frustratiing one.. with everyones' problem popping out.. and im being in the middle of the mess. am i such a dumb person. ownself de problem haven settle stil run over settle ppl thing. but im jus gold things worked out ferr her. at least u made me feel usefull .. which i had not been feeling for a long time. yea. today significe an end to everything dat had been happening in the past 1 month.. sorta relieaved. yet uneasy. i jus feel dat i don deserve all this. contridating huhh. but i learnt something. if life isnt contridating ferr u,u aint living actually. yeA? a fren told me. sounded reasonable. but i really don wanna scarifice a frenship jus for a relationship. its jus aint worth it. u noe? i noe its realli unfiar to him. but if its either him or eu,i rather haf eu. eu noe. cos its jus aint worth it. i jus hope dat all dat u had done fer us aint in vain. i'll try to treasure and love. for ur sake. for my sake and for his sake. for everyones' good.
to dat special gurl
[.:.rawr rawr. da ying wo ni bu ke yi bu he wo hao. okiies? rawr rawr.:.]zhi xiang tell u yi shengDUI BU QI
2:22 PM { and i opened my heart(:
Monday, November 14, 2005
todayy went escape wib alvin. cos my bufdayy ytd. yea. den sit derh mrt. confirm nort tired. haha. cos veryy longg. sit sit sit.. den changed to derh bus.. 4xx. forget wad numberr lerhs. thought my wallet lost lors! cos carn find. at last guess where it was. wib him. --.-- anywayy. went in. den derh locker hors. carn lock derh lors. think got problem. got so suay arhs. dere more den 80+ locker. den we choose dao one dat is faulty?? LOL. anyway. derh person come.. help us take out derh money. den we changed to another lockerr. went to play derh jerky jerky one. aisehh. dat one hors. machiam wann fly off lerhs. xia si renn. but got air con. haha. shuanggggot one is lie flat on the thing derhs. den spinn. wahh. buay tahan. come down wann to vomit.. haha. but didnt lors. got haunted house!! den is either by 4 or by 6 go in derh marhx. den at last went in wib another two couples. den hors. veryy dark.. carn see who is who marhx. den i wann scream dare nort scream. LOL. den got one guy. very farnie lehx. he kip telling his gurlfren "don scared arh. not scary one. hor? not scary one" but den his gurlfren like nthh liddat lehx. fan er is he more scared. LOL. fasterr see see faster walk lerh. den finally saw a door. wahhh. so happy to get out. haha. dats abt it lerhs bahx.. oh ya. den hor. the journey back is even more boring lors. cos superrr tired lerhs. den jiu xiang sleep. but i don like to sleep on bus or mrt derh marhx. den jus nice ppl sms wo. den i jiu sms all the way lors. but he slept. bleahx. looked at him as he slept. haha. like to see ppl sleeping lehx. psyhco-ishh. haha.. saw miss xia too. =Dwent to plaza buy food ferr my kor. and newspaper ferr my papa. den he buy old chang kee. eeeyerr. he don even noe wad he buying lehx. jus "aunty aunty. wo yao this and this" den go lerhs. LOL. laterr eat liaos. den face ku ku derhs. haha..dats all barhx.. quite tired todayy huhh. wanna boom down and sleep lerhs.. tatas.
wobuyaowangjigotjintiandechunzai.woyaojide. =D
2:16 PM { and i opened my heart(:
Sunday, November 13, 2005
im oldd. omg. haha.. fifteen lerhs.. lots of ppl asked me to grow upp. bleahhx. i veryy childish mehx?? haha.. jokingg. really happy todayy huhh.. morning wake up too early lerhs.. 8.43 den wake up lerhs. den dono wad to do. den guilty consicience,take amaths to studyy. cos mon got amaths test. den studyy.. til 10.30am. go bathe. cos later going to the mirama hotel or wad,eat dimsum wib familyy. nice nice. x__x
afterr dat went home.. very tired.. POM on my bed. den sleep all the way til 4pm!! shuckk!!! meeting von and mag at 4.15 at wm to go nite life. LOL. dat means im superr duperr late. OMG. at last reached at 5pm sharp. LOL. den thought they nvr book place fer us marhx. den jiu sit at the back.. den run go in front. leg pain. den jump jump abit den jiuu don jump lerhs. later leg break. LOL.
at last they got booked place ferr us lehx. so happy. =D den run to in front sit. i sit wib vonn. haha.. today is talk abt GENTLENESS. gentleness not equal to sissy-ness arhs!! so don look down on ppl wib gentleness!! haha.. after nite life end.. kairos-ers sung bufday song to me. den lishan stil sing chinese version. haha.. quite paiisehh.. cos the whole 1/3 of the hall de ppl stare overr. but so gann dongg. hahaha..
walked out to the door.. den liangzhi call me. say happy bufday. =D den continue walk. den weiyan and weiyu call me. den shouted HAPPY BUFDAYY!!! one to one of my ear each. OMG. im going deaf. how. haha.. went to the rooftop to eat. i eat porkchop. den i dono how to cut properly. den i ask yy to cut ferr me. haha.. den she oso dono how to cut derh lehx. den she pass to likhoon to cut.. my dearr ahma.. haii shii she hao. help me cut nicely. haha.. den lishan and yuting give me present. not sure who its from.. but thanks anywayy!! its a notebook.. jus like i wanted.. nice hard covered.. and the size i wanted. wow. u guys read my mind mann. thanks sho muchh..
den.. von and qy buy chocolate for me.. is a pink package. den inside got lots size and patterns and shape derh chocolate. got hazelnut.. pure chocolate.. wow.. den mag and eugenia bought same thing ferr me lehx. the chocolate. derh toblerone.. haha.. u two xin you ling xi arhs.. oh yea.. stil got weekiat buy keychian ferr wo. quite cute. doggy. x___x
got one guy. derh bryan(or brian,sryy nort sure how to spell arhs) .. helped me eat the chocolate cake.. actually nort he wanted derh. is i pratically stuffed the piece into his mouth derhs. haha... den my qin ai de meiyee mummy helped me eat 2 pieces too. i feed one.. haha.. but stil left alort.. so brought home. see who wann lors. haha.
parents come to fetch wo. wow. xing fu derh ren. haha.. went home.. sanyi and xiaoyi at home lerhs. den they give me present.. one greyish canvas bagg. nice nice. =D thanks ya. cut cake... its pandan kaya cake. yums. anyone wann? haha..
happi happi todayy. zhen derhs. tatas. tmrr qiaoyi bufdayy lerhs.. haha..
eu came todayy!
hAppY bUfdAe___x
2:42 PM { and i opened my heart(:
Saturday, November 12, 2005
wow.. nvr was so gan dong-ed on my bufday beferr. ppl call to sing bufday song arhs.. =D first lehx. is dotix sms derhs.. den second is xueli lerhs.. she made me so gan dong cann. she clal me. den sing happy bufday song ferr me. actually got chinese versionderhs. but too high. so nvr sing finish. haha.. thanks ya xueli.. den hor.. quite a number of ppl.. suyu.weekiat.erwin lee.munkidd.xuewen.yy.yunbii.hsienzhe.hann.qiaoyi. dats til 12.20.. haha yeps. thanks arhs.. wished me happy bufday.. in sms or msn derhs.. den special thanks to suyu.weekiat.erwin lee.and for awhile xueli. cos they peii me wait till 12midnight arhs.. haha.. xin ku ni men lerhs. =DHAPPY BUFDAY TO EUHAPPY BUFDAY TO EUHAPPY BUFDAY TO MYSELFHAPPY BUFDAY TO EUHAPPY BUFDAY___.
4:23 PM { and i opened my heart(:
Thursday, November 10, 2005
today arhs. 9am den go skool. cos lit students can laterr den go marhs. no lit class.. den hors. i reach lehx. den saw faiz on the way. den lent him phy tys. recess went out to eat tomyum cupp noodle wib suyu. den we eat at the void deck dere. yums.
im sorry i was so dumb to think so naively. thought dat when i disappear the problem will disappear too. but i was wrong. wad i did was jus to further komplicate the situation. opps.
see i changed blog song again. THATS THE WAY IT IS. yups. don give up on ur faith.. yea. gonna rmb this sentence. =D
short entry todayy. nthh muchh to sayy. tmr going to watch moive wibb ziya. haha.. tatas
12:51 PM { and i opened my heart(:
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
todayy hors. is a bad bad day. but finally sth did make me luf. cos.. the coffee uncle behind my skool dere. we all order MILO. but den hor. the uncle hear become MI-DONG(aka milk plus bundong). haha. den he walking over mahx. we saw alort of pink pink liquids. den we say. omg. uncle take wrong isit. cos milo is brown de wadd. haha.. den the dink hors. is superr not nice to drink.. but bopian.. cos we got 5 cups. if all refund the uncle will tio fired de. so we drink lors. wahhsehh. very milkyy. think can whole day don drink milk lers. haha..
heard many different stories in skool today.. helped out in sthh too. quite happy arhs. hmm. den many mixed feelings. is like. if a bad person do sth bad,u will think nth abt it. but when u noe dat the person is good de. yet they do sth baddd. u will get very upset. haiiyox.
no mood to blogg lers. haha. dats all. tatas
9:04 AM { and i opened my heart(:
Saturday, November 05, 2005
changed the blog skin todayy.. cos valerie making a special edition of HAPPY BUFDAY for me mahx. so anyhow take one nice ncie de from blogskin tahan first.. haha.. quite nice erhs. anywayy. todae realli no mood to studii. except for maths de shi hou. tried my best to understand the numberr thingyy. and i did. repeat. I DID. =D yea. sorry to sy. haii him kena scold for not having his paper. cos i help val borrow from him to see mahx. haha. yea. jiu shii lors. tried my veryy best too to do the questions. but in the middle kip helping others. cos dey bu ming bai. im not any better off den them. but.. hmm. can help jiuu help lors. repeated dat Q for like 8 times. =D went eating wib dotix and laypeng at jurong point after dat.. eat kfc. yay. went home soon.. came home.. slack.. watch vampyy!!! den blogg. nth much to sayy. hope i can go cell tmr. will be asking tonite. =D tatas
10:23 AM { and i opened my heart(:
Thursday, November 03, 2005
today hurr. first time tio chased out by cherr for talkingg. wahahha. guess we jus get on her nerves. but she hor. don even noe our name and she punish us. she jus like " NI NI. CHU QU!" liddat. so rude. didnt call ppl name. im nort called " NI" ok. wadeverr. but anyway. quite farnie. me and val sit at stairs there. slack.. talk talk.. jiang xin shii. =D den sing songg. LOL. afterr sch peii suyu slack in 4e4 classroom. waiting for 2pm mahx. den we talk. alort. and yue hao tmr come my hse watch vampyy. =D go give eugenia bufday present afterr i left skool. she look happi. of cos rite. got present., hahhaa.. aniwae. im boredd. LOLjus borught my cousin back form his childcare.. as usual he made dat kelian de face.. =D now my korr enterrtaining him. wahaha. so dat i cann play. =Din the end. who gains from it. brain is drained mentally.. i haf no more brain cells to think anymore. love is in the air. badly. many are suffering from it. no one in sight is happy. pollutes my innocent mind wib so many bad images. dat i don dare to try anymore. kip me out of this dangerous game. i don wanna play. x)
9:22 AM { and i opened my heart(:
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
dawn loo bufdayy today arhs.. happy bufdayy. =D talk abt wad happen ytdd.. apparently someone made up his mind to make me angry/sad and for once u succeeded ok. like wad is ur problem for putting me on hold for like 5 min plus. wadever. i dono wad is ur intention for doing dat. but jus wanna say afterr awhile i wasnt mad anymore. okie?anywayy. today first day of holiday supps. mr pu didnt come. den we dere quite noisy mahx. den mr quek barge in and scold us like wad he think he is doing. den he start teaching. LOL. but gotta admit dat his teaching is good. as long as he kip on smilingg. wahahha.afterr skool go to skool behind de basketball court for a meeting. to choose next yr orientation sec 2 de chairman and stuff. hope dat dey do it well. =D den go eat burger king wib laypengg. the food hor. dono whyy. superr hot!!!!went home after dat. den now my cousin at my hse. he is cute. =D don get the wrong idea. he is onli 2 yr old. =D tmr going out wib dawn dey all. watch movie. wahaha..carn bring myself to be mad at euu. haii. why am i such an useless freakk.
9:47 AM { and i opened my heart(:
