cos initially zq said she will share to her bout newlife. so i orh. but during worship. i prayed. that if it me who shud share to her. give me a sign GOD.
and guess wad. the next song came and i distinctly heard GOD's voice. saying that. IT IS YOU WHO ARE TO DO SO. AND NOT ANYONE ELSE. den i was lyk. huh really mehs. don wan lehs. i scared. but GOD just kept coming to me. so. end of snl. alright. i walked to zq. and asked if i cud take dorothy. WEEH. she said alright.

mani mani mani and i repeat MANI ppl came to us and tried to deter the conversation. some examples.. ( not attacking anyone~and im not angry . hahas. ) are:

qizhi:wan choco? da ben give de!

andy:dorothy! can lend me the disc now?(i gave andy the evil eye btw. den i raised the NEWlife book to let him see. and he gave me the OMG face. and mouthed sorry. ) LOLS.

gerald:(didnt said anything. but got the feeling dat he is mouthing to doti not to accept!) i SHOO-ED him away. asked mani pple to bring him away. but ended up he stil come back. hais. hahas.

anyways. yahh. this are some of the distractions. but np. i will be kind. LOLS.

but stil! tHANK GOD! she still accepted! and i think i looked even more happy den her. LOLS. cos this is one big breakthru of my spiritual life! first person since i came to acts4!

im so glad i listen to god. omgomg~ hahahahas..

but now.. hafta concentrate on fancy drill for orientation ler.. hais.. really pray dat i can learn the steps. VON! if eu are reading this. be prepared to stay back teach me okay can? HAHAHAHAS..

take care pple. have a NEW new year. hahas.

let's just pray that i will be able to quit my job at KEPPELfels.

pray that i will get the NIKE job.

pray that i will be able to learn the fancy drill steps in 3 practices time.

lets pray.

people commented that im becoming a JESUSfreak.

i see nth wrong in it. i lOVE HIM!

shortandsweet.

xmas bash on the 23rd. invited 2 fwens. one came one didnt. disappointed but nvm. den suddenly dorothy called me and said she wanted to come my cell. so in the end. i stil had 2 fwens coming. hahas. met them. eaten with them. talked talk ed talked. mostly crap since i jus made some noise to fill up the emptiness. hahas.

reached church. intro-ed gerald to lopez cos previously had already told lopez to help me tc of him. cos guy-guy mahh. easier.. went down to basement for cell games. and sth really MALU happened. forget it. and a person who i really felt like killing after i knew wad he did. but suan ler. GOD give me peace. =D

went up for party. a really touching skit and an equally touching song. WE WERE THE REASON that He suffered and died. yes amen!abigail can sing. she can dance. she can act. she can lead. a girl on the rise! and amazingly.. she's only 12.. wOW.

24th dec. xmas bash! went with doti and lp and mk at 1 plus liddat to VIVOcity.. wanted to find job.. reached and eaten. den walk ard few min. met up with lopez. den few min later met with weiyan. den guess wad we do. went to carl's jr to EAT again with the two hungry guys. lols.. den after awhile.. andy came.. den ying2 came.. and we went to eat again. LOLS.. siao diao-ed. went to IP zone.. wanted to buy jacket. but they only left L size lehs. ROAR.

mani mani pple irritated. too lit pple to make peace. ended up. i paste a smile on my face and went HAHA-ing in everyone's face. abit fake i noe. but anything la. to make the place lively. hahas. went out to the river side to see scenery. sung WE WERE THE REASON. and mani other dumb songs. den pple did the disppearing act. so finding them. den jus nice. chen chuan came. den lyk leng luo-ing him. so call here and dere. pple gave me mani black face. =/ not my fault that they disppear mahh.. finally found them at toysRus! they all went in to play. i sian sian so stand outside. don wan go in. den lopez andy weiyan came by and the 2 went in to find the others. so me and lopez stand dere and talked. bout mani things. why does GOD allow bad things to happen. but actually its not Him who allowed it but our own feelings. if we allow our feeling to think the negative way, it will be a bad thing. amen.

went to see scenery again. den go supermarket buy stuff to go andy hse thon.

watched tv. hear them play guitar. and saliva-ed over the $6800 guitar.. LOLS.. eat somemore. den doti had to go home. den actually she og home alone de. denher mama msg me. say don wan her go home alone. wahh! asked the guys to volunteer to song her. hahas. lopez went. den i went with him arnot he dono his way back here. LOLS.

tadas. song-ed her back. den on the way back. saw the restof the gang. walking down to song laypeng home.me and lopez was lyk. tired lyk wad. so asked for the keys to andy hse and went back ourself. cont to rot in front of the tv. eat finish our super cold tom yum noodle. eeeeyer. not nice one. tasted super sour. wonder isit lan diao ler.LOLS.

slept all the way til the gang came back. they went to eat. =.= cont to slp. and slp. til 4. thinking wna go home not. so ask my brother if he's going. if he is den i go. LOLS. ended up. i went home at 5. slp awhile. den i went to meet them for breakfast at 8 again. go mac eat hotcakes. wahhas. came home and used com. den sslp til now. wow. best xmas eve i had ever. thanks you pple.

xmas day! rot at home. lan diao liaos. tadas.

first day. met with XIAO GUA ZU and rowena at bp lrt. den when we took the train all the way to clementi. while on the train..

yuting: LEND ME UR FONE!me: for wad?yuting: give me lah!* gives*me: wad eu doing..yuting:guessing ur msg de pw lor!wahhh the.. dots. THANKS so much lahh. try my pw nv tell me. if is those will tio locked one how. sua liaos. *snatches my fone back *

reached there and met von and ann at mac. MAC again. every yr. w/o fail. MAC before YI camp. hahahahs. eat.. the XGZ threw all of our face..xinyi:WHO IS FROM ACTS4 HERE! RAISE UR HAND!!!me thinks * lame. acts4 pple is at our table here de lah!?*anyways. no one hiewed her. she pouts.

after eating.. we went off in search of the bus interchange. lols. i tot von noe. von tot dono who noe. den dono who tot who noe. so in the end. we trekked up and down. unsuccessfully finding the place. so we 4 big de. pulling along 5 sulky girls. =/ tough luck. GOD SAVE ME. ahhhhh...xinyi:BAG VERY HEAVY!!!!! HELP ME TAKE LEH!me: realli carn mehs?xinyi: i don wan to walk liaos. very heavy. *plants herself on the spot* GRR.. GOD.........me: okok. i help eu take. walk. WALK!!!!

dumb me. for volunteering. imagine. =/finally and finally. took the bus and reached fmss. mann. only half a day passed and im. OH MY GOD. SAVE ME. from the XGZ noise. me and rowena gave the SAVE ME face.NOAH NOAH!!! TRIBE NOAH!! THE GREEN ONE. THE NOAH WARRIORS! weee!!! but first day. no one wan shout. everyone. *wo kan ni. ni kan wo.* poor lester screamed lyk dono wad. den like very ke lian lehs. hahas. so we pple at the front shouted too. cheered. but many are not shouting. den. imagine. other tribe is full strength of 80 like dat shouting. we haf the strength of 79. yet think onli 30 plus is using their might to shout. CAN IMAGINE? so in the end. i think we can be named the LIFELESS TRIBE . but nvm. i loved noah tribe stil. hahahahahs.

sermon. passion! is impt! we nid it! yes!and oh yea. something lame. i INJURED MY POOOOOR BIG TOE. tio stucked under the dorm door. the sharp edge there. den i stil dumb dumb. go put my toe out. actually onli one hole nias. den become a hole plus a trail of scratch. =/ was pain. but bearable. so we went down for cheers and gathering. janice insisted on applying med for me. i odn wan. wun die one wad. help cheer more impt wad. hahahas. but anyways. she dragged me over. so. yea. apply some of the yellow stuff.. and TADAS. done.SECOND DAY. supposingly to go out to play outdoor games. but it was raining lyk never before. for str8 30+ hours!! OH MY GOD. so we played indoor games. the I WANT.. game. pple are so not enthu. hais.

lester: who got pink nails!! we nid one morE!!!a girl:she have she have!!! *pushes the girl up*the pink nails girl: BU YAO LA! *plants herself on the ground. *hais. why don go.. in the end. we didnt manage to win cos we nid 1 more.

next one. need 20 hairs. MANN!!!!! so funny. but onli pple at the front are playing. den they pluck one another hairs. poor junhong got his leg hairs plucked off. ouch*. den we anyhow pluck pluck. abit too much ler arr. den lisa threw back the extras. ....... ON JUNHONG!!! lols..ps daniel said dat we had to pray for the weather. cos the next day we going to the park to play outdoor games. WEEE!!! prayed lyk wOW. nv before. and da-da-dum-dua-dum..

THIRD DAY. weee!! rain stopped!! we went to west coast park and played. we are wearing sandals and shoes.. the grass is muddy. field is wet. eu get the idea.

some1 from XGZ: eee!! so dirty!! wo bu yao play!!!me: play bu play hai shi hui dirty de ma. play la?some1: bu yaoo!!!!!!! *ahhhh!!!!*.. bth. ran to the front. scared i roar at them. got low tolerance for un-enthu-ness. don ask me why. =/

got 4 games in total.. oh yea. b4 dat. the game ic are.. TADAS! mostly from acts4!! got junhong lester zhongBEN junda dey all.. anyways. the first game. normally is 3 legged race den is 2 pple. dey good idea lors. 4 pple. 5 legged race.den actually wann me von rowena ann de. den a girl came bout sayin she no grp. den rowena dono why. very tc of her lehh. den i jiu say. orh. ok lor. i go find some other grp. u all play a grp. so i wander bout.. *got xtra place ma?* repeated mani times. in the end. lopez edward n another unknown guy nid 1 more. so happily went to join them. tied our legs together. we tried to jump gether. lopez and i can co-ordinate. but edward and the unknown carn. so me and lopez started HENTAK-ING. lols!! edward DOT-ed us. =/ so we tried 1-2-1-2 method. worked out fine. so we used dat. but kinda weird since im the inly girl dere and my height with them abit.. HAHAHS. den lopez suggested putting hands on one another shoulder. thanks alot mann.. made me look shorter. since i carn reach edward shoulder!! but nvm. can reach lopez de. WAHAHHAS. walked walked.. jump jump.. YAY.. we are last. =/ cos the starting few grp of pple in our grp very slow. cant co-ordinate i guess. next game. i hide myself cos lester said dat the game shud use pple who are stronger. den i.. kinda sore from the laughing during the legged race. PENGS lor!! luf til bthh. but in the end. how hard i try to hide. i think i hide behind khoon zheng. HAHHAS.

lester: cecilia! lai! play. wan?me: huh. no one wan play huh?lester gave me the DUHS face.me: okok. i play! *jumps and looked very very enthu.*

nice one. i noe why nid strong girls liaos. the barrow game. sians. i paired up with mingyang. he is.. ok la. quite light. not heavy til wad bahs. and he's fast. roar. lucky i oso can run. wahahhas. we are first for dat game ok.. mai siao siao..!! NO-AH-AH-AH! NO-AH-AH-AH! by now im lyk. GOD.. ahhh~ cos im covered with flour and water (mixed) feeling sticky and hand very sore.. hands and feets covered with mud. and my toe hurts.. eu get the idea. and guess wad.

lester to me: next game find gb & bb pple! cos more experienced!me: don tell me is flour game.lester: *evil grins*me: okok. i play i play.*spins for 10 rounds**run across a slippery map**dip head into pail of water**run past slippery mat again**a plate of flour. sweets inside. use ur mouth get a sweet*

to round this game off.. skin on my wrist got scratched. think by grass bahs. my toe de wound bled again. my leg and hands full of mud. and we stil came in fourth. cos some of them. dono how to play. den dey are lyk. HUH? run where??? PENGS. nvm. team spirit.

NOAHHHHHHHH NOAAAAHHH!lopez became a snowman in this round. cos he and alvin snatching the same sweet. so lopez used his nose to push the flour away. den he blow. den flour got into his eye. den he blow somemore. aww mann. anyways. he got back. his face full of flour. his leg a big patch of abrasions. shirt flour-y and water-y. pitied him. so we 2 went to the washing point to wash up. walk 200m. (we knew cos the floor got markings). actually we ran. cos.. fun lor. LOLS. talk talk alot too. den wash wash wash.. took our time.. cos we didnt wan to be pulled back for the last game. LOLS.. went to drink water.. strolled back to the team. shouting NOAHHHHHHHH!! on the way. hahas.

oh yea! MIRACLE FOR THE DAY!!! we prayed for a sunny day. and god really gave us a super duper hot day. SUNNY. the whole sky is full of cloud. except for the patch right above us. there's the whole sun. GOD ANSWERED OUR PRAYER!!! PRAISE HIM!!! but ps daniel said we prayed too hard. we shud had prayed for cloudy but not raining kind of day. ended up i had sun burn on my nose and cheeks. forget who ler. came over and say.SEE LA! EVERY GAME OSO PLAY DE ENDING. SUN BURN LOR. ORHH BI.den im lyk. orh. nvm la. will ok one wad.den he/she said. SO ON AR.me: uber. NO-AH-AH-AH!!!!! lols..

at night got high praise!!!! but this yr one.. normal bahs. not lyk past years. but nvm. its fine! we are stil praising the LORD and dat good enuf.. amen? =D

LAST DAY. breakfast. session. packing/cleaning. lunch. BREAK CAMP! me and rowena headache. thinking how to settle XGZ. cos dey wanted us to send them home. BTH. so old ler. own hse dono wher ma? but we oso dono how to reject them. so rowena said. EHH.. I GO ASK LESTER FIRST AR! den we ran away. WAHAHHAS. after ask lopez and lester how how. den dey say. don care them bahs. jus bring them to mrt station lor. so we said ok.

break camp. took bus to clementi. worried bout XGZ dono how to get home. yet i don wan to send them lehs. den wahahahs.. saw leon and mingyang.. so..

me: leon! how eu all going home? stay where?
leon: cck. why?
me: help me bring them home ok? *point to XGZ*
leon: HUH!! ok lor.

ran to von dey all. told them wad happen. dey luf til pengs. hahas. went to eat at mac with them. talked laughed gossipped. mani mani. hahahhas. den lester looked so sleepy. so we said to go home ler. took mrt together.. den changed to bus.. yeps. reached home. trying hard to hide my toe from my mama. cos if she knew den next yr she wud not let me go YI camp cos got injured mahs. =/ take care pple. drink water. tadas.

GOD. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.