He died for me ; i'm living for Him

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

BREAK FREE, BREAK APART.

after this half a year,
i finally woke up to the idea that i have to break apart to do His work.
He's been calling me to so. but i kept on running away.
but now it's time
it's time to break apart.
yes God, i got Your point.

if this rain brings You glory, let it storm.

12:18 PM { and i opened my heart(:

random things
understand if u wud
don understand if u don
hehe.

top on the list,
i miss DOROTHY TAY SHU YEN.
and then.
the first and last quarrel.
there you got it.
anyway anyhow
as long as
yeah, that's it.
i miss SIEWLING jiejie
oneTWOoneONEoneNINEnineZERO
TNEINNTEH
nn nn SIEWLING! nn nn!
ci xiang lao ren!!
God is great, sing His praise!
i'll read my bible and pray.
for all my friend who dono You,
i pray that You'll save them tooooo.

1:23 AM { and i opened my heart(:

Saturday, October 27, 2007

Lord, I lift my friend to You
I’ve done all that I know to do
I lift my friend to You

Complicated circumstances
Have clouded his(her) view
Lord, I lift my friend up to You

I fear that I won’t have the words
That he(she) needs to hear
I pray for Your wisdom, Oh God
And a heart that’s sincere
Lord, I lift my friend up to You

Lord, I lift my friend to You
My best friend in the world, I know
He(she) means much more to You
I want so much to help him(her)
But this is something he(she) has to do
And, Lord, I lift my friend up to You

‘Cause there’s a way that seems so right to him(her)
But You know where that leads
He’s(she's) becoming a puppet of the world
Too blind to see the strings
Lord, I lift my friend up to You
My friend up to You

Lord, I lift my friend to You
I’ve done all that I know to do
I lift my friend to You

a prayer for you.
nine years. 9.
i miss you.
and im sure
Jesus miss you even more.

BRING THE RAIN

I can count a million times
People asking me how I
Can praise You with all that I’ve gone through
The question just amazes me

Can circumstances possibly
Change who I forever am in You

Maybe since my life was changed
Long before these rainy days
It’s never really ever crossed my mind
To turn my back on you oh Lord
My only shelter from the storms
But instead I draw closer through these times

So I pray
Bring me joy, bring me peace
Bring the chance to be free
Bring me anything that brings You glory
And I know There’ll be days
When this life brings me pain
But if that’s what it takes to praise You
Jesus Bring the Rain

I am Yours regardless of
The dark clouds that may loom above
Because You are much greater than my pain
You who made a way for me
By suffering Your destiny
So tell me what’s a little rain

Holy, Holy, Holy Is the Lord God Almighty

YES! GOD, THIS IS MY PRAYER, MY SHOUTOUT TO YOU.

10:43 AM { and i opened my heart(:

Thursday, October 25, 2007

"后来我发现，原来你有这么爱我。原来你对我拥有那么多的不忍心和心疼。原来你对我的缺点有那么多的包容与忍耐，原来你比谁都更爱，更了解，更珍惜我。

我也发现原来当我难过害怕时，提起手机打的号码一直都是你的。原来当我落泪时，搭德士赶来陪我的人，也一直都是你。

你说，我还会更爱谁？"

quoted from jac.
so sorry i nv got ur permission first anw.
heeee(:

but anw. i quoted it cos i jus feel that it matches what i wanna say to God.
except for the 提起手机打 and the 搭德士 part la. hahas.
Jesus loves you.
i know im random(:

1:08 AM { and i opened my heart(:

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Jesus knew my every sin
He knew my every temptation
He knew my every straying thoughts
He knew my procrastinations
He knew them all.

WHY?
cos He paid for them.

WITH?
His life.

WHERE?
on the cross

HOW?
by dying for me.

He did it for me,
and also you.
for the world He gave(:

5:59 PM { and i opened my heart(:

Sunday, October 21, 2007

the halfyear of losing
i gained the most precious things.
but i lost them too.
was it bout treasuring?
was it bout catching the opportunities?
was it bout getting the most out of it?
what was it about?

God, i don't know.
TAKE ME, TEACH ME, SHOW ME.

2:11 AM { and i opened my heart(:

Saturday, October 20, 2007

Homesick
MercyMe

You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times
And at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for you
But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry
Is how long must I wait to be with you

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now

Help me Lord cause I don't understand your ways
The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know
But, even if you showed me, the hurt would be the same
Cause I'm still here so far away from home

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now

In Christ, there are no goodbyes
And in Christ, there is no end
So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have
To see you again
To see you again

And I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now

11:09 AM { and i opened my heart(:

i lost 4 things that were so precious.
feel like stamping the ground,
sit down and sulk
whine for all i can.

but what for.
STAND UP.

okay.

11:06 AM { and i opened my heart(:

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

countless talks.
countless blames.
but just one word from God.
i'm assured.

hey my ant.
even if u bite me,
i choose to shield you in this storm.
love you.

10:11 PM { and i opened my heart(:

Sunday, October 14, 2007

got this from von.
she specifically told me that i AM TO DO IT.
wooot, so here's it.
hahahah

Terrible Twos

Two Names You Go By:
- cecilia
-celia

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
- t-shirt
- specs

Two of Your Favorite Things to do:
- swing(:
-talking!!

Two Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment:
- hahas, secret(:
- my paaaaaay.

Two favourite brand of clothes:
all are fine with me lehs.

Two things you did last night:
- churrch-ed
- change blogskins for ppl

Two things you ate today:
- some weird HUGE hotdog(CHEESE) bun.
- some weird laska which is uber nice at .. ehm. yuhua?

Two people you Last Talked To:
talked? as in.literally? not msn?
- qing
- sab

Two Things You're gonna do tomorrow:
- schoooool
- torture mingyang with maths

Two Favorite Holidays:
- christmas
- chinese new year!

Two favorite beverages:
- iced milooo
- coke light

Two favorite TV shows:
sad to say, i don watch teevee.

Two favorite foods:
ehm, got food jiu.. eat. haha

Two of your least favorite things to do:
-sweeeep the floor at DOME.
-waking up for school

Two things you want to do before you die:
- confess my love to those i love but don'tdare say.
- share the gospel!!!

Two persons you want to tag to do this:
- siewling
- anyone lors. haha.

11:58 PM { and i opened my heart(:

WAITING
i hated to wait in the past.
why wait
but that thurs, God told me to..

WAIT.

for what. =/

for Me.

*yanks hair, tear skin*

wait, My child.

*must i?

WAIT!

alrights, i will.

for an awful long period of time, i waited.

and waited.

and..

WAITED.

and then, the words that made me bawl.

My girl,don you rmb the first time when I told you to wait ,

and u patiently waited? u waited with a innocent faith.

u trusted that i had sth in store for u, that's why u waited.

and now u had lost it. i wanted you to get it back.

i'm guilty Father, i lost that. but i found it again. thanks(:

show Me your heart. i'll show you My ways

1:22 AM { and i opened my heart(:

Saturday, October 06, 2007

I’m not ashamed of the gospel Lord
Your power Your love
You saved my soul
Now i am alive in You
I live in the risen Son

If You can use anything
Won't You use me
Take me and break me and
Mould me and make me
You died for me
So I'm living for You
I'm living for You
I'm living for You

Would you believe me
Would you listen if I told you that
There is a love that makes a way
And never holds us back

Oh heart of mine, why must you stray?
From one so fair you run away
And one more time you have to pay
The heaviness of needless shame

Oh heart of mine, come back home
You've been too long out on your own
And He's been there all along
Watching for you down the road

So come home running
His arms are open wide
His name is Jesus
He understands
He is the answer
You are looking for
So come home running
Just as you are

Oh child of God so dearly loved
And ransomed by the Savior's blood
And called by name, "daughter" and "son"
Wrapped in the robe of righteousness

So we raise up holy hands
To praise the Holy One
Who was and is and is to come

Here I bring my stains and crowns
Gentle river wash me now
Your love is deeper than I know
Your ways higher than I can go

Tell me how I got here
I couldn't make it on my own
Just tell me I can stay
Cause it feels so much like home
And I lose all track of time
When I look into Your eyes
Your love is all I know

12:06 PM { and i opened my heart(:

people, if u are gg to any functions or party,
one thing NOT to do.

that is to YANK their server by the arm.

no matter IF you are DYING of thirst or what,

DON'T.

yeah, don alright.

and i stil repeat, don't.

1:32 AM { and i opened my heart(:

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

this post is esp for the person who love PATRICK and SPONGBOB.
you know who you are.
wahahaha(:
instead of soaking in the seawater, soak up God's word alright?
jiayou!(:

12:19 PM { and i opened my heart(:

Monday, October 01, 2007

as i read thru a old friend's blog.
it brought me back into the old times.
things changed. it's time to move on.
let the past be a spurring event, not a stumbling block.
friend gained friend lost.
it's all according to His will.
so don bother bulldozing ur way thru
something u have no ctrl over.
yes Daddy, i got it(:

hey i really don mean it that way.
but what i said, i stil stand by it.
i know it don sound good
but if it's true and it helps, i will say it.
even if it makes u hate me.
cos i simply love you too much.

11:57 PM { and i opened my heart(:

**forgotten to add. this is taken from xuele's blog(:**
TRY IT! :D
First Step
Identifying whether you're a left or right brainer

Hold your hands together, as if you were praying
Look at your hands.
If your right thumb is above your left thumb, you're a left.
If your left thumb is above your right thumb, you're a right.

2. Now, fold your arms together, as though you're angry.
Look at your arms.
If your right arm is above your left arm, you're a left.
If your left arm is above your right arm, you're a right.

Based on '1' and '2'.
Interpretation of your personality&

i belong to ...Right-Left

Considerate, traditional, indirect type.
Can instinctly read other's emotion,
and respond friendly by natures.
Although not very into taking initiatives in moving forward,
but this person will always take a step back in supporting others.
Stable personality and considerate,
give others a being protected feeling.
But the weakness is they cannot say no;
regardless how unwilling they are,
they will take care of others

i LOL-ed at a part. the part of stable personality.
ppl had been telling me that im unpredictable.
like a bomb set to "random mode"
WAHAHHAH!
oh well(:

11:49 AM { and i opened my heart(: