Thursday, September 27, 2007
tmr last day at domeUOB.okay, that's not the point.the point is that. i came to realise God's love thru my colleagues and working place.thou some are not christians, they smoke, they scold vulgarities like u say Hi everyday and blah~BUT!there is one man that caught my respect. and that's my manager , Gary.everyday he appear in work faithfully, at this branch, for the past 15 years.rain or shine, sickness or not, he's there.during the day, no matter rush hour or not, he's ever calm, nothing could make him raise his voice.no matter what, he start off with a "can u please" and end off with a "thank you".althou a manager , and a very senior one, he lower himself to a worker lvl, to clear plates, cook, wash dirty plates.even as the asst manager(May) order him around, he bear no grudges and continue to work.trying to help May, he was brushed away, saying that he is blocking the way.he even said SORRY, and then helped her do other things, so that she will not be overloaded!even when customers blasting at his ears, with workers not alert enuf, he stay calm, stays loving.wow. he surely did earned our respect as our "papa gary", "daddy", "father","dear mr tham".come to think of it.isnt God like this towards to?He shield us when ppl throw words at us.He beared everything so that we will be spared.He stayed calm and in control althou things seemed to be spinning out of controlrain or shine, no matter it is raining cats and dogs or cheetahs, He's there.faithfully and strong.althou we may push him away thinking that He is in our way, He does not complain, but yet cont to help us, underloading us, so that we will not be strained.we may not be doing things up to His standard, but no worries, He stil love us still.cos He's my dear Daddy.what do we take God as?a servant to be ordered around?a friend who we call on only when we are free?a genie in a lamp?or a father who love us for who we are?someone unseen yet we put our trust in?my prayer today for myself..is to build this r/s with God,to stay faithful and steadfast.He never failed to remind me of the love we have.conscious of this, i don wan to disappoint Him.most imptly, i want to love Him.
10:18 PM { and i opened my heart(: