Tuesday, September 11, 2007
*knocks on celia's concrete hard yet empty on the inside ,brain.*hello? how long more are you going to deny that u are not letting go?how long more are you going to pretend that u had forgotten?how long more are you going to take?tell Me, cos I'll wait no matter what.do you think that by not tellingby not talking bout itby showing ur standard i'm alright face,you are really alright?MY DEAR GIRL, I SEE YOUR HEART, NOT YOU.COME TO ME MY DAUGHTERcome to me and i promise you that your heart will be whole againno longer do you have to feel insecure.no longer do you have to hop here and thereno longer do you have to feel aloneno longer do you have to feel that no one caresno longer do you have to feel that you are nobodyno longer do you have to feel like you are better off dead.just come to me.I promise I'll heal youI promise I'll be here.don rely on Man!I created them. don I know them the best?don I know them better than you?don worry for himworry over things u cant changefocus my girl!focus on things that matters.things that matters for My Kingdomthings that you cud actually make a difference inpromise Me that you will do ur best in my work,and I'll promise you that I'll give u the best in ur life.the best husband, the best life, the best friends, the best of everything.all that you ask in My name, I grant you.as long as you obey, you follow Me.I'll show you my plansI'll show you the world,as long as you obey me.and now, mr satan, if you wud leave me, cos i'm ready to do sth for my God.if not, don blame me for doing things the rough way.i used to had two friendsi was best friends with both of themyet strangely, they never had met.spent my time with either of themso i was just here or there.they had one more friendyet i never want to knoweach day he will shake my handyet each day i wud watch him like a showone day i dreamt that i diedand went to heaven to meet Godsaw that friend and i tried to hidepeeking down and i saw that Hell was hotGod simply asked mewhat did you do all your lifeslightly ashamed but if you really want to knowGod, this is what i did"i hung out with these two friendstheir names were Yesterday and Tommorrowthey had a friend that i never wanted to meetand his name was Today"
1:07 AM { and i opened my heart(:
