He died for me ; i'm living for Him

Thursday, August 23, 2007

it was those times
that i was fourth from the front
that you insisted that you are
that zero point five centimetre
taller than me and so
you became fifth.

it was those times
that i was bullied by them
that you insisted that you are
in this as much as i am
and so we had an it between us
the egg.

it was those times
that i brought my phone to school and you didnt
that you chased me around wanting to borrow it
to call your mother, and so
we ran til the stairs
by the hall.

it was those times
that i went to school to buy
all that we need for sec 1 and u came along too.
the wrong queue that you lined in.
the telling of uniform aunty
"4 of the same"..

it was those times
that i introduced u to the best fren u had now
at the concourse.
near our locker 197
i remembered you were shy
but i laughed it away for you.

it was those times
that i always ran into ur class
so oftenly that ppl mistook it
all the
"i forget bring locker keys"..
and the mad rush to snatch the keys!

it was those times
the taxi stands..
the waiting of the car..
the
"sorry, late again"
the fight that we had over this

it was those times
where we disagreed
and we quarrelled over your bad choices
you insisted on ur way
and i ended up holding back my
"i told you so"

it was those times
that we cud fight over
mac vs ljs
nugget vs fillet
you always ended up winning
wonder why.

it was those times
the times over nine years.
the friendship i held dearly to
there might be times we fought
but somehow we stood by one another thru
will it still be the same now?

and also cos of this love for you,
my dear friend, my dear sister.
i really want to see you back in church.
not to be another +1 to the number of members we have..
but as a child of God, to see you coming back to Daddy's arm.
you urself tasted His love before.
it was so good.
how can you bear to give It away?
i miss you (x
so do Daddy.
it doesn't matter how many times you failed Him..
what matter is that you are willing to come back to Him.
He will jus sweep you up in His arms,
no questions asked.
no scoldings given.
Daddy is waiting.
will you?

12:13 AM { and i opened my heart(: