Tuesday, August 07, 2007
don you all find it amusing to see ppl fretting over things that they cant control?this way they fret.that way they fret.either way, they ain't happy.when you see him in school,you hope he flunk his modules and transfer schoolbut when he is really transferingu wreck ur brain trying to talk him out of transfering.when he walk past you in school and u sees him in that tshirt that u bought himall you want to do is to pull that shirt off him and say he don deserve to wear itbut somewhere in the back of ur mind,you are smiling to yourselfsaying HEY, HE'S STILL WEARING IT.and then thoughts began to come..does he stil like me?or not, why stil wear the shirt i bought?nono, don think so much..he jus happen to like the shirt.. not the giver..but..all you use up all ur brain cells trying to figure out why is he wearing that shirt.wearing the ring he gave you.knowing that it will bring you pain.yet u stil want to wear itcos somewhere in the back of ur mind,you wants to keep a part of him near you.listening to the songs he used to sing to you.enjoying the tears flowing out of you.jus to feel that same feelings as that time.typing in his msn convo, ready to sendjus to chicken out at the last min.jus cos u are afraid of losing face. thinking..if i talk to him first, i lose alr!but. come to think about it.what is face and pride when it comes to the person whom u love?wun you lay ur pride down in front of the person?or will u still wear the mask?*muses*well. overall. althou im a girl myself.i do admitgirls are dumb.weeh (x
10:12 PM { and i opened my heart(:
