i officially cant wear cotton jackets.
i will get super itchy at my arms.
even without me scratching it,
it turned red.
goodness.
i need a wind breaker.
or anything that is not of cotton.
but i jus cant find one that is nice.
grr~
desperate enuf, i might borrow.
cos NP is freaking cold in its theatres.
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the good old past(:
promises of the past are so OF THE PAST.
i rmb my father promising us to take us out for meals every friday.
i rmb my mother promising me that she will bring me go gaigaii.
i rmb my aunt as a kind and loving person.
not a violent person who hits.
not a crazy person who jumps off a speeding car.
with a baby in her arms.
i rmb her as an aunt who says.
if i ever not get married in the future, i'll take u as my god daughter.
and even after she got married,
i rmb her as an aunt who says,
you will be da jiejie of my son.
not as an aunt who screams
bug off. that's my kid, i'll kill him if im happy.
i rmb my brothers as shields.
protecting me from whatever that comes.
i rmb my brother.
who shield me from the cane.
i rmb my brother who
applies cream for me when i got caned.
not as a brother who
throws chairs at me.
not as a brother who
always get into screaming matches with me.
i rmb all the friends
through my psku.
when we wrote bout how good fwens are we.
not as strangers who don even recognise
each others on the street.
i rmb my that best friends.
we shared everything,
even til now, 8years down the road,
i had her stuff with me.
but now, not even a HI.
i rmb my ssku.
it wasn't pleasant.
but at least it taught me many things.
and knew precious friends that i stil keep now.
and most imptly, i knew God in ssku.
i rmb of the good old past.
where things are like.
simple. easy life. jus breeze thru everything.
and we had fun as a group of friends.
now all are scattered.
without any intention of coming back.
atleast not that i seen.
mayb there is. but well.
things are jus different.
and that is jus a long story of I RMB~
