althou i only went for the 2 night service
God reveal mani mani to me.
bout a problem that i had always been in,
yet do not admit to.
AM I WILLING TO YIELD MY EVERYTHING TO SEEK HIM?

i wasn't sure of the answer when i had this qn in my head ytd.
but now i'm sure.
YES I WILL.
i cant think of anything that i will not give up for Him.

had intensive drill prac for the girls today.
i woke up late. cos ytd reached home at 1230 i think.
but i managed to reach sku by 930, with glucose! =)
me: anyone here allegic to chicken rice?
girls: "i want no bone de!" , "i wan chilli!!", i wan this and that.
me *speechless* while the girls continue shouting what they want and nots.
finally. cant take it.
me:I ASK YOU ALL. WHO ALLEGIC!. NOT WHAT U ALL WANT. SO JUST ANSWER MY QN!
girls: *silence.* "no sgt."
shouting do help. but it certainly don do much for my SORE THROAT.
i cant make it past 3 sentence w/o going out of tune.
grrr.

not only they made me angry the first min i walked in.
the second min, dey gave me "whatever" drills.
see lerh. i wasnt angry.
but i was super disappointed.
i saw what they cud do.
and this is so not their standard.
its just like.
if i know they are fresh apples.
and yet they act rotten.
i wud be more mad den i knew dat they were rotten in the first place.
and dey acted rotten.
well. weird analogy. haha.
disappointed and sian.
i began thinking whr i went wrong.
and finally it struck me.
so i went to ask yuzhen.
eh. got start with prayer this morning b4 i come?
den she say no.
den i say.
NO WONDER LAHHS!!!! hahaha.
we prayed.
and after that, solid bangs and super memories.
oh my oh my. my God never fails to provide.
thank You God!!

this whole week i haven been at home much.
after drill com, i think i will stick at home 24/7.
have to be good girl!
so that my parents will see that its God that had changed me =)
living my life as a testimony.
YES! =)