He died for me ; i'm living for Him

Monday, February 12, 2007

stop making ur responsible-ness into my irresponsible-ness. it shudnt be this way. YOU YOU YOU AND YOU. don think that only wad eu do is important and all are beneath you. you are NOT THAT IMPORTANT. I REPEAT. NOT THAT IMPORTANT.

stop saying bout how IRRESPONSIBLE i am. cos I'M NOT. i jus happen to have a different priority from you. yours happen to be all bout ME AND ME AND ME. mine happen to be the opposite of yours. its GOD GOD GOD AND GOD. stop making light out of GB. it happen to be the most impt thing in my life after GOD. from young eu said that i have to be responsible for my actions. eat ler must clean up. must yin shui si yuan. im si-ing my yuan now. who is from GOD. thru GB. stop saying im unfillial. if i'm. you are supposed to be on the streets now. stop envying other ppl mother who goes along well with their nv er. they jus happen to be their mama's girl. and i jus happen to be NOT one.

stop thinking only bout urself. think more for others can have anyone told eu. eu are SELFISH. AND THAT IS SPELT AS S-E-L-F-I-S-H. AND THAT'S YOU.i never like to be treated like a girl. i wanted to do as well as a guy can do. in anything. i want to. i don like to lose to a guy. i don lik eppl to say dat gurls are weaker. i don like ppl who say guys can rule the world. for ur info. guys don come around without girls. so thanks the girls. stop belittling girls. but YOU. are taking far too much advantage of this point. as much as i don like to be labelled as a weak girl. there are sometimes dat i will gladly take the label. so stop thinking in your little mind that i can take it. i cant. i tell you one day. i gonna just throw everything down and poof. im gone. maybe you will be lost. maybe you will be happier. whatever. wait til that day comes. will you be happy that i'm out of your way?

and YOU. stop saying things bout me behind my back. i noe bout liberty to speak. but before you speak. can eu jus think thru what is to be said. and what is not to be? cant eu jus shut ur mouth. since you liked shutting ur mouth so much. i don mind if you do it FOREVER now. stop acting like you are the only one being abused. cos you are not. can eu jus get out of ur tiny weeny self centred mind and see who is actually in the wrong. im not saying that im not entirely right. but at least i dare to admit that im wrong. how bout you.stop acting like such a BABY. whining and crying don make the world go wrong. it's just making the life of another SPINNING. and that life happen to be MINE.

bu shi wo bu ku. shi wo jian chi bu ku. ku dai biao le wo de ruan ruo. wo yao rang ni kan dao wo de ruo. wo yao ni kan dao wo jian qiang de yi dian. wo bu yao gu fu ni dui wo de qi wang. wo bu yao ling ni shi wang. ke shi wo zhen de hen lei. le.

sometime i really think im jealous of you. am i? i think so.

i miss school.i miss the times when we ran to the toilet to skip geog class.i miss the time when we got scolded tgt for failing our test.i miss the time when we compete.i miss the time when we scolded one another.i miss the time when we stayed back after school to mug.i miss the time that we change full uni in the first flr toilet.i miss the time when we all camped outside the staff room to wait for teacher.i miss the time when we went for drama play.i miss the time when we went for dinner tgt.i miss jurong library.i miss the time when we mug.i miss the sunny spot whr we don like to sit. but yet always sat at.i miss the time when we went there early just to get the best seats.i miss the canteen food.i miss queuing up to get food.i miss the time when we bugged the people in the queues to buy for us.i miss the time when we purposely went up late for class after recess.i miss the locker.i miss opening the familiar lock everyday.i miss my textbooks.i miss drawing in them to keep myself awake.i miss gb parade.i miss the times when we are stil in sec 3.i miss the time when we had to run around cos everything was unplanned.i miss the time when we played games.i miss the flour games.i miss hanging out with them after parade.i miss walking the muddy road.i miss trying not to fall. i miss the planks.i miss the running away from the toad.i miss the parade square which i fell 3 times there.i miss the NO PARKING sign which i always asked the girls to fall in at.i miss calling one another to ask for homework details.i miss copying hw.i miss standing up whenever teacher ask who nv do their work.i miss standing outside class cos we nv bring thing.i miss forgeting bringing my pencil case.i miss talking in class.i miss slping in class.i miss msging in class.i miss the people. as annoying as they are.i miss the staircase.i miss the principal irritating smile.i miss mrs toh 's REVOLUTION!. the way she pronouced it.most of all.i missed my life.

a walk with God every week. makes my world go round. =D

12:05 AM { and i opened my heart(: