everything just happen to bother me recently. nth goes right. maybe a little. den it will all go wrong again. i think im PMS-ing. wadever.

mother pressurizing me to "GET A JOB BY TUESDAYS OR ELSE I WILL FIND IT FOR YOU." direct quotation.

wadever lehs. she find one cfm those rubbish ass de. 8 to 5 kind. den i will not have time for brigade. no time for anything else. its rubbish crap man.

so i went job hunting today in bpp. asked 4 stores. some have no vacancy. some say nid 18 and above. some say wan til july. short summary-NOT SUCCESSFUL. at least i tried alright. and it didnt help when my brother added salt to the wound as he annouced dat he got a job dat pays 30/hr. grr.

on top of dat. HELLO. i had injuries okay. so stop bugging me bout my slackness. don expect too much.

now im sneezing lyk no one's business and wad everyone care bout is if im ready for tmr drill. wadever.

im turning rebellious. take it or leave it. I NEED GOD BIG TIME. NOW AS IN N-O-W!