He died for me ; i'm living for Him

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

i was late for work today
yooohooo. expected-scolding.
actually nth happen one lor. rose and dolly let me off de noor. den dat kaypoh aunty. go ask jessie come. hai me de nor! wads ur prob leh whoever dat kaypoh is. green apron say okay liao right. . wadever lah. its over.

siti gave me display to do. mirrors. bryan came to make me smile. cos he noe i got scolding. thanks.

job was good overall. fun even. one dumb incident. i was displaying bikini btm. (LAME. ) den bryan say. eh. why no top!
den i say. why leh. don have dat means don have mah.
den he say. huh. den dey go out wear the btm jiu hao lah? don wear top?
i diao him. den i said. eu wan to see isit.
HAHAHAHA.
after work. walked with weiyan and bryan to the bus stop. thought its only the 2nd day we are walking dere together. weird. it seems so familiar and. . close. lyk we've been thru it mani times.
talked alot with bryan on the bus. den gladys called. while im drinking water! while the bus is turning! while im not holding on the anything. so. a dumb can guess wad happen. den i dono wad hold my fone. or close the cap of my drink. or hold the handle.
in the end. i kiap my fone on my shoulder. close the bottle cap and hold unto bryan arm. cos dats the nearest thing assessible. LOLS.

walking back home. i began to think of mani things. mood swing liao. sorry to hong and lopez. eu all talked to me. den i attitude. sorry guys.

why do human choose to life by a worldly standard of measuring how successful a person is? lets say eu are earning less den 2k/mth. yet eu are doing a job which give eu happiness. eu are measured as LOUSY BUM. but if eu had a job dat pays 6k/mth . but everyday is jus routine. boring. can do til slp. ppl see eu as SUCCESSFUL.

wad a lousy way of defining. a job is jus a job. im jus 16. im stil studying. i don work for the sake of money now. i don have a house to pay. i don have a car to maintain. im not a guy. i don have to support a wife. as long as i live within my limits. i have enuf to spend. i don have to work everyday from 9am -10pm. i wan LIFE. i don wan a job dat tie me down. cant eu JUS GET THIS STRIAGHT! stop asking me why am i not working on certain days. its up to me wheather i wan to work on that day or not. as long as im working legally. it has no business of urs to tell me when to and when NOT TO. stop saying til im such a wasteful person who jus live on EARTH to waste OXYGEN.

i noe eu have the authority. i cant say eu are abusing it. yet i cant say eu or not. but if we are all in this. cant eu jus give me a place to say my piece. don i have any place to stand? maybe the past had proven something. but now is NOW. now is NOT THE PAST. we cant always take the PAST to measure NOW. the time had CHANGE. take it or GO AWAY. everybody nid a chance. cant eu jus give the girl a chance.

STOP WATCHING ME LIKE A HAWK.

12:16 AM { and i opened my heart(: