Monday, January 08, 2007
do eu all find it weird when eu noe someone for mani years. yet eu cant tell the person ur deepest worries and secrets?
but yet its soooo easy to confide in someone whom eu barely noe for maybe lyk. a year?
is it becos the person dono eu well. dats why they don have the motive to hurt eu?
but as eu trust in the "barely-knew-person", eu cant talk to the person bout daily stuff. yet eu are able to talk bout them freely to the "knew-for-years"?
why do we have like. person X is for confiding. person Y is for crapping. person Z is for "blah x3".
why cant we have jus a person. the "barely-knew" yet the " knew-for-years" all in one?
why do ppl get suspicious of everything ard them?
even those things not of their business. dey oso bother?
why do pple get two faced?
why are human created with feelings?
if this is an unfeeling world. maybe it will not a totally bad thing?
maybe we can cr8 a world of goodness.
all good feelings de. but like dat. everyone will be falling in love with everyone else?
JOKE. laugh.
why do we resent those who are close to us?
why do human compete?
why do human all aim to be the top? the best of everything?
why do human have conflicting minds?
why is it so hard to guess a person mind?
why is it when eu believe totally in sth. yet the thing fails eu?
why is it so hard to rebuild trust after its shattered before?
why do we have to grow up?
actually i noe the asnwer.
i jus wanna rubbish. its hard to regain trust after i had disappointed them the last time. but i will try. by faith, i will succeed.
9:50 PM { and i opened my heart(: