Tuesday, October 18, 2005
first time post in this blogg worss. LAME. erhs.. today first dayy of studyingg after exams.. got back all the result.. and they are all like SHIT la. haii. trying verryy hardd to please everyone.. but i ended up disappointingg them.. quite slackingg actually todayy.. after school went to lot one wib suyu to find him. sorta.. weird? was sitting wib suyu in the bus and i wass thinking shd i change place wib him. LOL. cos like blocking them mahx. and i sat there.. feeling like a.. MORON.wanns to go home. guess they wun even realise if im not following them.. but in the end didnt laa. im KIND. haha. regretful. sorry. like my presense made them so uncomfortable. really wann to find a hole and jus GO IN. i should jus disappearr. yea. dats fINE.thought dat i could stand the sight of it. but i jus couldnt. i noe its tough on u too. but isnt the pressure on me somehow too? a hole. is jus wann i niid. and probably the solution to wadeverr we are facing now. walkingg in the raiin. without euu.
9:39 AM { and i opened my heart(:
