Monday, August 06, 2007
God You are the God who reignthrough the trials and painsstill You remain pure.and even when i failGod You are the God who holds me closesick and tired of this cycleGod i don't want to keep coming backsaying the same old prayer"God forgive me as i fail You againI need You. i want You.it's Your will i'll seekcos there is no longer me"unloved no morei am secured in Your loveunseen no moreYour love is for all to seeforsaken no more abandoned no morethis prayer i pray.in Your namei use in vain no more.amen.God is true all the time.i cant deny that i know this wonderful Savior of my life.cos He is jus so true and real in my life.everyday He's there.thru my failures and joy,He is there.He smiles when i smileHe hurts when im hurt.He see my tears when i criedquietly He tugs at me, telling me that He is there for me.i brushed it off, obsessed with myself.but yet, when i finally wake up from it.He is still there holding out the tissue that He had been holding since then."there you go. tissue provided, shoulder free for comfort"sorry Daddy. i never cud know how much You gave.in every bad situation i am in, He is always there to give me a pat on the shoulder and whisper that" hush, don worry, im here".every nightmare i wake up from, i know He's there to calm me.when i am noisy, He smiles.when i am down, He comforts.when i am so alone , He's there everyday is a new day. cos He says that today will be a good day, cos He is with meHe is the only true 24/7 , 365/year kind of friend. no needs for phone, no needs for languageall you need is your heart.His is ever ready there, stand by mode to connect. will you turn on your ON button?one more thing.(credit to sandy yeo)i will be your tree, i will protect u from the stormeven when you bite me, i will stil shield you.to my ant(:
11:34 PM { and i opened my heart(: