let's count God's blessings in my life.
aww. i don think i can list them all out
there's simply too many things.
:D
one of the more impt ones are that
He never fails to assure me that He will never leave me
whenever i am gripped with fear that
OH NO, GOD IS NOT GG TO LET ME OFF THE HOOK THIS TIME
He quietly assured me that He will not leave me.
He said it in such a matter of fact way, that i felt ashamed of being ashamed.
and one more thing. my friends around me.
not those ppl who i jus do the HI and BYE thing.
but friends who really care, friends who really bothered to care.
even a simple sms cud light my whole day and i cud go the
hua lalala thing agn ( ERTS. teehhee)
people who cud see thru ur flaws and weaknesses
yet u are comfy with even joking bout ur weaknesses.
people who groans at you for the fun of it
and any irritation u have, it seems to disperse at the thought of them
who said only a BGR cud do that?
a strong friendship can do so too!
also, really glad that God had blessed my results this CT.
i really want to glorify Jesus with my academics
to show people that spending time with my churchmates,
with Jesus, doing things for God,
doesn't make my results slack off.
but instead it made it improve so much that people goes
OH GASP WOW, is that u? really? whAT caused the change?
anyway, a quick scan of my results
macro: 18.5/20
poa:76.5/100
and to emphasize on one point.
i was late for poa exams [ NUMBER ONE : tcher stil let me in]
i failed my previous poa test [NUMBER TWO: i was the only one who failed]
i even had time to leave early by 1/2hr [NUMBER THREE: i actually had time left!?]
and still! i got an A!
**i am not saying all this to make myself sound so good,
but to boast bout Jesus' name.**
cos He is worthy of all praises okay? (:

12:58 AM { and i opened my heart(:

my joy that day was cut short by an unexpected sms.
see la see la. happy too early alr.
hurrhuur.
a woman needs a man, jus like a fish needs a bicycle.
nice comeback(:

hang on, I'll be back real soon to bring u home.

11:07 PM { and i opened my heart(:

i am so happy that i jus said
hua la la la
xia yu liao~
to von. which totally made no sense.
but well. im happy.
so YAY!!!!
if you know why i am happy over,
chheer!
si diao. how am i gg to fall asleep tonight.
i am so excited for tmr.
erts.
HAHAHAAS.
i don even mind see my bca tcher.
cos tmr is comingggggg
YAAAAHOOO! (:
one more thing that happened.
which i am happy over.
my macro exams!!!
didnt expect that to happen
thank You God!
it's You who made it possible.
ahhh!! *hugs (: *
all the time?
God is good.
God is good?
ALL THE TIME!
sorry for all the madness. heh!(:

11:57 PM { and i opened my heart(:

the Awesome One who came and died
and redeemed me of all my sins.
and now i shall die and live for Him.
what less could i give to Him.
who gave it all for me
what else should i keep
from the One who gave His all?
i will lay down my pride, my all,
just to fix my eye on what is unseen
i will stand strong, stand tall,
just to await the return of my Daddy(:
love languages! sis wp 's bible study sharing.
5 kinds : physical touch,gifts,acts of service, quality time,words of affirmations
my receiving : words,touch,time,service,gifts
my giving : service,time,words,touch,gifts
so as u see. i am neither a gift giving person nor a gift receiving person.
i mean. small gifts don hurt. but huge gifts for nothing? i will be jumping on you, asking u WHY.
heh. really. i don mind small gifts. lol!(: - that was purely rubbish. hahas.
papa bought a sticker for me to put on my laptop today.
wahahahhs
i cant find my usb cable. shall load the pretty sticker when i find it.
note:i may not be able to find it afterall. teehhhee =x

1:12 AM { and i opened my heart(:

even as we are faithless, He remains faithful(: [2Tim 2:13]
and although He bring grief, He will show compassion. [Lam 3:32]
all i want is me saying
i had fought the good fight
i have finished the race
i have kept the faith. [ 2Tim 4:7]
to YOU!(:

jus some literature moments.

i was just a freak in their eyes
couldn't figure out why
why would i ever do so much
for the One oh yet unseen to them
but what they missed out was
seeing how..

faith had made a way
love had made it true
and my God had made
it so so real

they went laughing away at me
jeering like it don hurt
couldn't understand why i gave it all
for the One oh yet unseen to them
but what they missed out was
seeing how..

faith had made a way
love had made it true
and my God had made
it so so real

11:54 PM { and i opened my heart(:

weiwei's blog says it all (:

1:06 AM { and i opened my heart(:

aweesome is the LORD, and MEMBERS' TRACK(of ER)!!.
honestly speaking, sorry for the super lousy face i had for day one.
for those who asked, thanks and sorry.
i jus DON WANT to smile, DON WANT to talk.
i just WANT the day to pass faster and i WANT to shut myself.
[note. it's me WANTING everything. =/]
couple of unhappiness at night, remembrance of past unhappiness
added up to a lousy mood celia(:
even nana asked me what happened. that shows how bad i was. erts.
anyways. cut the story short.
the next day we had pNw combined.
upset bout something, discouraged by many things, unhappy bout everything
i was super grumpy. i DON WANT to praise God, i DON WANT to sing to Him.
i clapped half heartedly.
and suddenly, in the middle of a praise song, tears jus began to roll down and i heard God clearly. how is ur unhappiness greater than me? give me just one reason to justify urself.
so i started to clap like those "wow, im so into the song" kind.
but one thing i forgot. God looks at my heart. not my exterior actions.
opps. so He spoke to me again. drop this false front. i ignored til the band went into a worship song.
okay la. mayb i was that a little guilty. but i was so self absorbed that i don want to care about anyone but it is jus "oh how irritated i am".
come Holy Spirit, fall in this place
I will fall in this place, fall unto u, if only u fall unto ur knees in true reverence of me now.
don wan la God. ma lu leh. bu yaoo.
[come to think of it. i think fish market ar. stil can bargain with God one.]
cut story short? i kneel down in the end.
and i cud feel God holding on to my wrist, as i lift them up. i feel that comfy warmth there, although the rest of my body was freezing. i know it's God(:
i cried, i teared. out of "sorry-ness" towards God.
how dare i put my mood swings above Him. shut up celia. =/
fast forward til last high praise and the ttmns.
really very encouraged by all the ttmn by ppl, namely siewling,rowena,munkidd.
at least it made me realise that the little efforts that i made for them, had impact on them and it helped.
halfway thru ro's ttmn, i cried. cos i was so happy for her, for her breakthru. i seen her grow, i seen her mature. i really hope that she will cont to grow. our God is a prayer answering God. haha!(:
of cos i wun say that gg for this camp, automatically make my problem disappear and resolve on their own. BUT! what i am sure of is that i had alr lifted them up into my Daddy's hand. He will pack them up and throw them out of my mind. i am no longer burdened by them. NO LONGER!(:

10:57 PM { and i opened my heart(:

did a test on how does my life goes. since i was bored and i wasn't happy to sleep so early.
results- In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh.You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum.
erts. having fun gg to the asylum. nice. hahas

one more on HOW DO U COMMUNICATE BEST?
results-You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker. communication is very important to you. What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions.You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself.

did one more on WHAT MAKES U GOOD FRIEND.
results- You stick with your friends no matter what, even if you feel like they're doing the wrong thing.You believe in letting people figure out their own path in life. It's not your place to interfere.And part of your loyalty means that you'll do a lot for your friends. You definitely go the extra mile.You'll even do great things for friends without them asking. After all, that's what friendship is all about.You are truly a friend for life. And you have friends you've known since you were a kid.Your friends can count on you to do a favor, remember a birthday, or just be there to listen.Your friends need you most when: They can't turn to anyone elseYou really can't be friends with: Fickle people who change friends quicklyYour friendship quote: "Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows."

weell.that cheered me up although i know it might not be true. haha.

11:12 PM { and i opened my heart(:

to be called a faithful servant of God, is to be called also a dependable friend of His children.
i gotta stop being late for mtg ppl.
do people see these(the below) in me?
do i have the right values? do i live by them? do i not lie?
do i place others' interest above my own?
do i live a life of integrity in this lying world? do i not cheat on a test?
do i keep my words and promises?
do i develop and use my spiritual gifts? do i not hide them?
do i manage my money well? A-HAH!
do i obey God's command?
do i pass on to others what God taught me?
if out of the above 8 qns, u people answered a yes to at least 1 of them, please tell me
i want to know. and i need that little encouragement.
*beams*

12:52 AM { and i opened my heart(:

today is such an AWESOME day. NOT

12:10 AM { and i opened my heart(:

there is a higher standard that we as christians are to abide to.
it is the expectation of us by others, althou they dono it.
shared by pastor daniel ytd, suddenly this came to my memory.
[was with my NP fwens in the canteen]
and one of my fwen said
eh. let's pon today's lesson and we tell the tcher we get food poisoning tgt.

[me thinking in my mind. actually considering it, but skipping the poisoning part.]

and another fwen said.
wahlau. u lousy idea la. cecilia is christian. cannot lie one. u wan hai her ar..

[glups. guilts. teehhee.]
**we DID NOT skip the lesson. i encourage them to go for lessons, by saying
we shall have lunch afterward lo! okay. set let's go let's go.
[my class peeps are mostly motivated by food.]

oh well. although it is jus sth short. but it is impt.
you can see how others expect of us. our conduct.
and when we fall below the standard, how do other view us as? how wud others view God?
jus like u wud judge a parent when u see her/his child misbehaving outside, others will do so to God as we are children of His!

so.. how's ur conduct lately?

12:07 PM { and i opened my heart(:

hong's running away

zhiqing's attempt to catch a rolling edward

the jing dians for this two weeks.

woohooo.

1:06 AM { and i opened my heart(:

i'm abit off today.
jus that teeneey weeeny bit off.
yupps.
like a screwhead with only one screwtop, and one screw loose.
yupp.
whatever.
i'm not making sense.looney tunes.
teeehhee.
i had fun rolling on the ground today during games!
all thanks to LJH.
heh(:
shall post some of the videos and photos later if my phone allows.
it's getting more and more like it's owner.
ME!! yoohoo!(:

12:13 AM { and i opened my heart(:

today was
-my brother gg into army day.
-my cell outing day!
woke up at 6,to eat "the last breakfast" with my brother as said by my mother.
T.T say til so awful. weeelll.
off we went to keat hong camp.
wandered around like dumb. ushers anyhow, tour guide anyhow.
ended up,of cos we anyhow walk.
frustrated cos we shud be over at the bunks.
yet my mother insisted on making ALOT of noise in the MIDDLE of the whole parade ground.
til the guards had to come over.
whatever.
i wasnt paying attn to much til i heard my mother saying.
go in alr, no matter what god, oso mus pray ask them help u in ur camp.
help u "jie yuan", help u this help u that.
i think what kind of god oso come out already.
except for the one TRUE GOD.
what tu di gong. tu di gong de wife. buddha, guanyin, si mian fuo. in total around 7 kinds.
my mother random whack.
really cant take it.
why can they be believing in so many gods, and yet claim that they are faithful in their buddha?
when will they realise that their so called god will not be able to help them?
when will they acknowledge that God is their only Savior?
when when?
i don wanna lose them to satan.
i don wannna!!!
and my mother says that we are gg to hilltop to bai my tai-yi-ma. (i THINK is great grand aunt)
like what for? hello? i don even know my great grand MOTHER.
had a row over this.
feeling bad about my family's salvation.
went frantic over "i cant find my cell ppl" phrase.
found them and was feeling pissed over sth else.
had fun, yet bothered by sth.
conclusion.
i had fun being BURNT.
hah.

onto sth happier.
CELL OUTING FOR ACTS 4!!
we had planned games,we had impromtu "let's jump into water"s.
ended up soaking in the water for 2h plus.
jus floating around.
it was fun
althou sth unhappy happened.
weellll..
we are ONE BIG hAPPY FAMILY.
teehee(:
had cell dinner at vivo!! kopitiam.
and we had ice cream afterwards!
influenced by our dear zhiqing
wooohooo.
shall post up fotos when i get them.
I LOVE ACTS 4. DON'T YA?

11:30 PM { and i opened my heart(:

sth inspired by ryan(my cousin) to talk about.
we were in the car. when we are talking bout my brother handling guns when he go into army tmr. so..
mother: korkor take gun leh, u scared or not, ryan?
ryan: not scared. korkor wun shoot me mah!
(FYI. he is only 3 year old)
me: why u know korkor wun shoot u?
ryan: cos korkor love me mah.
________________________________
apart from that being ultra sweet, it made me think of how God love us and the reason why i am convicted by His love and confident in Him.
God might show his wrath, but if we are confident of the love He has for us, that we are on His side, and not His "opponent", we will have the similar child-like innocence towards God. we will be fully assured that He will not hurt us, becos He love us.
_______________________________________
are u convicted of God's love for you today?
u ought to be. He is the greatest lover of all.

10:58 PM { and i opened my heart(:

i found my nametag which i lost in LTC!!
kumyong found it.
they used the same bunk as we did after we checked out.
woohoo. qiaoo!
den he picked up.
heh(:
thank God for that.
went to bugis today.
bought
-a white bad
-a yellow shirt
-a brown vesk
-alot of sweets
-a jeans shorts
not bad for a day of shopping spree.
whhhe!!(:
went for dinner with the brigade ppl. somewhat of appreciation i guess.
i was late. heh. meet 630, i 7 den reach. like erts?
well. but at least i reached jus in time as the food is served.
woohooo.
fooled around and talked.
den we went to find lishan at work.
hahahs. she keep smiling and aaaa-ing us.
and we went..
arcade!!
where joys and nana became so addicted to one machine.
hehehehehe!
all the way til 10 like that..
and a few of us left.
tmr wud be fun (:

1:42 AM { and i opened my heart(:

Create your own Friend Test here

tadas. for the fun of it. join in the spirit. haas.

12:48 AM { and i opened my heart(:

someone said to me ytd night: as a person who is into ________, when someone else speaks back about _______, we will get emotional and aggressive.
(not the exact words, i rephrased)

similarly, when we get fired up and passionate for God,
and people around us do not do the same
don we get upset and aggressive too?
we find means and ways to get the person back.
using HUMAN WAYS.
and that wud usually lead to the person gg even further and not helping in drawing him/her back.
as i reflect. i realise how true this is.
we do things , never thinking bout how we will feel if we are the person.
we do things, never relying on God.
we do things, on OUR ways and when it goes wrong, we blame GOD.
aint we silly.

but it is in our human nature to do so.
and so when ur discipler does things that are not right, but it is in the right mindset that is to bring u back, to help u grow. don be angry at him/her. instead, speak kindly, sort it out one to one.
and if does not help, call 2 or 3 along, so that they might be witnesses.
and if it still does not help, tell the church.
and if that stil don work, treat the person as you will treat a pagan or tax collector.


constant prayer on my mind : to bring YOU back(:

11:13 AM { and i opened my heart(:

do not give up, don not despair, for the Lord your God is with you. victory is soon to be claimed.

do you scold the owner for something the servant had done?
do you blame the owner for something the servant had done?
do you punish the owner for something the servant had done?
do you disacknowledge the owner's authority for something the servant had done?

no?
so why do we do all these when we are angry with the leaders(who are servants of God?)
we blame God.we say what He is no good. we say many things against Him.

who are we to blame God who is so blameless?
wo are we to let go of God so easily when He is the almighty, yet not let go of us, the sinners?
who are we to say taht since we don see Him, He don exist?
look around. do u see air?
no?
den don breathe.
there's no air what.

don lose faith so easily.
our God is a God of promise.
He will fulfil what He had promise.
even if you don see it now.
victory is soon to come.
hang on there(:

9:13 PM { and i opened my heart(:

inspired by a friend who said these two words to me: trust me.
how many times had we heard our friends say these 2 words before?
maybe when you all playing games. den u are not sure if he is the catcher. and he says:trust me. im on ur side.and u trust and believe him.
maybe when you are talking to a friend and he says: trust me, not i say one..
and u believes.
mayb! when u are hanging on a cliff, one wrong step, u are dead.
and ur friend comes along. said: trust me, give me ur hand, i'll save u.
so easily ppl use these 2 words.
so easily ppl hand their trust into others becos of the words.
so easily ppl even hand their life becos of the trust.
what make them have the trust in that friend?
mayb they had a good exp with the person. the person had a good record of keeping his promise or being able to fulfil what he said.
mayb he is a very close friend and u had the faith in him that he will not lie.
so what less shud u trust in the Lord Almighty, your Father?
when He says TRUST ME. do you really trust?
imagine urself on the edge of the cliff hanging. when a friend reaches out to help you,
will u jus give him ur little finger to hold? or will u confidently put ur whole hand into his?
similarly. when u are in problems. u are down. when God says give me ur head and TRUST ME.
will u jus tentatively give Him ur hand, or boldly step into His embrace?
the choice is yours. will u or will u not.
God is a God of compassion. He never forces, but He will always wait for u to come back.
______________________________
specially to julia ONG HUA LING!
cheer up alright.
i know how it felt.
although urs must be even worse than mine
hahas(:
everything will be fine
cheer(:

2:31 AM { and i opened my heart(:

my name! inspired by weiwei and von(:
cecilia

Lily of heaven "Latin"

Creative, versatile and imaginative you appreciate beauty in all forms. You have great inner strength and courage and have the ability to accept large responsibilities or challenging situations with patience and humility. Others admire these qualities and follow your lead. You are honest, discerning and self-disciplined and need to have a peaceful environment. Putting others before self your talents are used to make life better for everyone.

shi pei

You are idealistic and have a keen intellect and imagination. Philosophical with a gentle, romantic and giving nature your desire is to help others and benefit mankind. You attract many friends and are loved by all for your nurturing and understanding ways. Once a project has been started your determination and focus always ensures that it is completed. You exude peace and contentment and bring this into your environment and associations.

hahas. are they true? up to you all to see(:

1:19 PM { and i opened my heart(:

i found a blog today.
smiles groans roars.
whatever it meant.
what can i say?
love you lahs(:
if you know who u are, SMILE.
hahas, lol.
im gg vivo later.
with a bunch of ppl.
woohoo.

11:44 AM { and i opened my heart(:

I woke up it was 7
I waited til 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I've got alot of friends
But I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone
When you're spending every day on your own
And here it goes
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone
and the world is having more fun than me
And maybe when the night is dead
I'll crawl into my bed staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time
I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
& they're gonna leave me here on my own
And here it goes
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone
and the world is having more fun than me
What the fuck is wrong with me
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored & I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone
and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone
and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone
and the world is having more fun than me tonight
I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cuz I'm just a kid tonight

cute song. FYI: i'm not saying that i'm like that. hahas
jus. don you find it very sad?
like someone at some corner of the world. is actually feeling like that.
don you almost had the obligation to share to him the great love of Jesus?
imagine someone who is so sad and down.
verge of break down. of suicide.
jus becos he doesnt know the Truth?
when the whole world seems to be falling down around you,
still look up and bravely trust in ur great Daddy
for..
He's able
He's able
i know He's able
i know my Lord is able to carry me thru
He heal the broken hearted
and set the captives free
He made the lame to walk again
and the blind to see
OH YEAH!
He's able
He's able
i know He's able
i know my Lord is able to carry my thru~

jus a little of thought of guilt for not sharing when i cudd, and missing the gb times(:

12:12 AM { and i opened my heart(:

BOO!
ytd was blaw exams.
i woke up superrrr late.
supposingly doors open at 8am, i 7.47am den wake up. pro maH(: somemore is cos doti called me, not i ownself wake up de. haha! asked my mother to fetch me to school and i was praying so hard for me not to be late. at the very latest, i must reach by 830.. but at 8.14am, i'm stil at assumption( for those who dono, it's freak long way from my school).. so i started to tell God.. how? will be late. blaw is the paper that i have most confidence in. if i debarred from it, how? and then God ask me back. you trust me or not? you trust me, you stop worrying. i rmbed rolling my eyes towards the windows cos i found God so cute to say that. well well..
alas i reach the school bus stop.. at 824am! and the exam is at sport hall( info. sport hall is like avg 10min away from the bus stop) mad-dash-ed over to the hall. and skidded into the hall. jus next as i skid in. the examiner said: you may begin reading ur paper. it was 828am. when reading time shud had started at 820. so this is what God meant by not worrying. cos He will somehow make a way. someone tell me how awesome my God is? haha!!
went to slack ard with sl til 130 for weiwei. and we went over to SIM to study with her and weiyan + xinyi came along too. MUGGED all the way til 5 plus. and we went over to wm to meet xavier for dinner. after that.. rot and study somemore.. faints. im so hardworking *beams*
today! jing dian!! jing dian!! exams open door at 1040. i 10.15 leave hse.. technically enuf time. dono why lehhs. jam here and dere.. bus don wan come.. den 1050! i reach bus stop. freak exam place is at lt20. somewhere far AGAIN.and so i did that mad-dash-ed +skidded-in style. time check. 11am. im JUST in time. but one prob. i skidded into the wrong hall. faints. so maluu. everyone stares. jaw dropped as they see a panting+skidding+frantic girl trying to tell the tcher her tutorial grp. and her ohGOODNESS face as she realise it is the wrong hall. took 5 min to skid into the next hall, since apparently i forget to check which halls are used. ended in the RIGHT hall at 1105. and im LATE. gave the guy tcher the most innocent face i cud mustered.
*beams* sorry tcher. i went to wrong hall.. sorry(:
he told me to get a seat and start my test. woooohoooo!!
so you see. even though i'm late, God stil helped me. i dono what will happen if He didn't turn up.
how awesome is He? say it again, i wanna know cos you need to too(:
i went out with dorothy tay today!! wooohoooO!!! we wanted to DATE. hahas. but well. we id lahs. had a date with the bus and had fun acting like foreigners. LOL!!(:

9:57 PM { and i opened my heart(:

hohoho. i'm back from ltc.
went down straight from macro exams ytd.
so can imagine how CHOU it is to bring all the stuff into the hall
at least i stuff all inside one nice bag.
oh yahh! before that. i printed all my notes out.
claps(:
ltc!leopard crawl.
goodness. never in 5 years of gb have i seen this.
aiyoo. they all ended up with abrasions and scratches.. and rashes.
you name it, you get it.
many funny things happened..
cute lah they all.
ate ALOT of cup noodle.
*eh hungry leh*
*eat noodle lo*
few hours later
*eh. i stil hungry leh*
*i boil water for u make noodle*
morning breakfast
*eh. eat what?*
*noodle again lo*
but thank God. lk went out and bought food for us.
or not all of us will become ultimate cup noodle fans liaos.
stayed up to mug with lishan.
cos both of us oso got exam on wed.
slept at 315 like that..
woke at 345.
FIRE DRILL!(:
funny lahh the scene with charmaine and xueli.
details.ask her. lol!~
overall ltc was great.
great camp.
slack camp. hehe(:
tmr is bLAW exams!
somehow, im looking forward to it.
why ar.
whatever~
OH YAH. alot of mosquitoes bites!!!!

9:53 PM { and i opened my heart(:

random answer to weiwei's blog
:i will jus go onto the street and grab ppl to share.
afterall. few month more. paiseh wun die earlier.
lol.

okay.later is macro exam.
pray please.
alot of things rely on this.

i'm anew, because my God made me.
i'm happy because my God gave me happiness.
i'm chasing afer my God because He is my Lord(:

10:50 AM { and i opened my heart(:

ytd was radical conference 2.
tiring. woke up late, reached church late.
but i was stil one of the earlier. lol.
the sessions were awesome awesome GREAT.
yes, girls?(:
understand the fact that when ppl above you restraint you from doing certain stuff.
it's for your own good.
jus like if u have a little girl, adorable, three year old.. curious bout everything.
one day she come to you.
mummy! i wanna go to the highway and play with the trucks! they are so coooool!
will you let her go?
like. : oh. awesome! go play with them. stand in front of them okays?
NO RIGHT? which parent in the right mind will?
you will most prolly say : no! no playing on the highway! it's dangerous.
in the same way, when God tells us not to do sth, DON DO IT.
He is our daddy, He knows the best. He knows which are the trucks-on-highway,
which are the nice-candies for us.
not only God alone, but also your leaders. spiritual leaders, your mentor, your disciplers.
they are spiritually more "matured" ,so as to say, they must have had their reasons for doing certain things. so learn to obey. not question. if there is a need to let u know sth, they will let you know. yes?(:
praise was awesome, especially the back. goodness. tiring..
but we are gg all FOR GOD.
we are taking up our CROSS EVERYDAY.
we are FOLLOWING AFTER HIM.
couple of sadness happened.
but i pushed them all away when it was time to praise and worship Him.
God is God.
how dare i not give Him my 100%?
for people who had not been giving Him your 100%,
watching the band play,
thinking. WOW.. the guitarist very handsome lehs.
WOW. the keyboard-ist play very good lehs.. how i wish i can play as well.
NO! the band is jus there to faciliate us, to be able to have sth as a medium to "feel" nearer to God. but they are not the main attractions.
just like a speaker holds a mike, to allow us to hear him talk more clearly or louder,
it is jus a facilitator, not the attraction.
you can't possibly go for a talk and stare at how pretty a mike is , but not caring bout the speaker right? anyone do that? please tell me. i'll call IMH for you.
FOCUS. that's the thing. we all have to focus. on what? not on Man, not on problems.
but ON GOD.
2Cor4:18
-So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.
cheer up, for those who had problems. for the Lord promised that He'll be with you.
cheer up, for those who are disappointed, for the Lord said that He's there with you.
cheer up, for those who just can't feel Him, for the Lord said that He's always there.
cheer up, for those who had financial problems, for the Lord promised that He'll provide.
cheer up, for those who had exams stress, for the Lord promised us wisdom.
cheer up, everybody. no matter what u had faced/is facing now, for the Lord knows what we are gg thru, for He had once went through all of them.
cheer up, praise Him. praise Him no matter what.
for He is the KING OF KINGS, LORD OF LORDS.

12:15 PM { and i opened my heart(:

i didnt off my laptop when i go to school today.
aisehh. now i know my laptop sleep for 12h, only need 46% of my batt.
faints.
went for lms today. 1-3 only.
i love fridays~
i responded so much today can.
everything i oso got a stand.
*girls shudd serve NS too* AGREE!
*poly student shudd get same travel rates as jc/ite*SUPER AGREE!
*jc students are better at articulating* DISAGREE LAH!
*gays shudd be allowed to marry* SUPER DISAGREE.
*if u pick up $1000 on the street, u will keep it* DISAGREE.
and some others. i forget already.
afterwards i did my qt in the libb.
had a long prayer that lasted 45 min?
i wrote it down. and my hand was so suan-ed afterwards.
hahas(:
I SAW EDWARD CHOY'S brother in NP today. ahhhH!!!!
i think he thinks i an lian him.. i basically stare at him across the street.
hahahas..
went to church afterthat.. tio stuck inside that HOT place for 1.5hr.
faints..
awesome night. had been long since i felt that touch of YOURS, daddy.
thank YOU!(:
tmr will be awesome-r.
not to mention, YVONNE TEO is coming to stay!!!
ahhh!!! i know u love me til that extent.
shhhh..
lols(:

11:42 PM { and i opened my heart(:

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