Wednesday, May 16, 2007
blow number oneI FAILED MY POA.blow number two.I FAILED MY POA WHILE MY CLASS ALL PASSEDblow number three.I FAILED MY POA WHILE MY CLASS ALL PASSED AND IT IS AN FREAKING EASY TEST.but that's not the main point of this entry.slept at 7pm ytd. supper shagged.i told my mother to wake me up at 9pm. to study.in the end. i woke at 7AM the next morning.reason being. my mother see me so tiredd, didn't want to wake me up.well well.. i wanted to study my poa and do my bca when i wake up one.. but didnt lor.cut the long story short. i didn't do bca unit 8, so i nver hand up 7&8.and i never study poa AT ALL.got into the bca class..tcher call me. say why u didnt hand 5&6(I HANDED LAST WEEK LE)den he don believe, so he lectured me. ):den i say i hand in now, he stil give me evil glare.hand up alr, den he call me agn. ask me why never hand up 7&8.i say i haven do. he ask me do now and submit.fine siahh. but me and jacinta did sth.. shhh(:and came poa..my whole class were like copying?but i didnt. so i got 22.5/50siann. but well. price of not copying? (: i don mind lah.but it still affected me the whole time.and when it was time for prayer mtg..i jus asked like. why is today gg so badly for melike diaos. i cant say anything that went right.but then God reminded me of what i read this morning.the fact was that i did not put in my best in studying.afterall i only mugged 2 h before? and it was jus a READ THRU.and as i think bout it. i cud had scored lower.cos as i scan thru my answer and my notes. its like some mistake that i made, the correct answers jus flashed.jus nice i open the file and the page is there.so like. maybe without God. i wud had like what. 10? yehhthings wud be worse. so i shud jus thank God that i got a 22.5.and afterall i did prayed before the testthat i dono how i am gg to go thru this test, but i'm gg into it with God. whatever that my studying was worth, God u give me what i deserve. so yeh. i guess 22.5 was it. and i shud jus accept it.yehh. so this can encourage those ppl who jus got back their exam results or sth. cheers! things wud had been worse without God(:
8:23 PM { and i opened my heart(:
