He died for me ; i'm living for Him

Sunday, February 11, 2007

stop making ur responsible-ness into my irresponsible-ness. it shudnt be this way. YOU YOU YOU AND YOU. don think that only wad eu do is important and all are beneath you. you are NOT THAT IMPORTANT. I REPEAT. NOT THAT IMPORTANT.

stop saying bout how IRRESPONSIBLE i am. cos I'M NOT. i jus happen to have a different priority from you. yours happen to be all bout ME AND ME AND ME. mine happen to be the opposite of yours. its GOD GOD GOD AND GOD. stop making light out of GB. it happen to be the most impt thing in my life after GOD. from young eu said that i have to be responsible for my actions. eat ler must clean up. must yin shui si yuan. im si-ing my yuan now. who is from GOD. thru GB. stop saying im unfillial. if i'm not. you are supposed to be on the streets now. stop envying other ppl mother who goes along well with their nv er. they jus happen to be their mama's girl. and i jus happen to be NOT one.

stop thinking only bout urself. think more for others can have anyone told eu. eu are SELFISH. AND THAT IS SPELT AS S-E-L-F-I-S-H. AND THAT'S YOU.i never like to be treated like a girl. i wanted to do as well as a guy can do. in anything. i want to. i don like to lose to a guy. i don lik eppl to say dat gurls are weaker. i don like ppl who say guys can rule the world. for ur info. guys don come around without girls. so thanks the girls. stop belittling girls. but YOU. are taking far too much advantage of this point. as much as i don like to be labelled as a weak girl. there are sometimes dat i will gladly take the label. so stop thinking in your little mind that i can take it. i cant. i tell you one day. i gonna just throw everything down and poof. im gone. maybe you will be lost. maybe you will be happier. whatever. wait til that day comes. will you be happy that i'm out of your way?

and YOU. stop saying things bout me behind my back. i noe bout liberty to speak. but before you speak. can eu jus think thru what is to be said. and what is not to be? cant eu jus shut ur mouth. since you liked shutting ur mouth so much. i don mind if you do it FOREVER now. stop acting like you are the only party who is being ABUSED. cos you are not. can eu jus get out of ur tiny weeny self centred mind and see who is actually in the wrong. im not saying that im not entirely right. but at least i dare to admit that im wrong. how bout you.stop acting like such a BABY. whining and crying don make the world go wrong. it's just making the life of another SPINNING. and that life happen to be MINE.

bu shi wo bu ku. shi wo jian chi bu ku. ku dai biao le wo de ruan ruo. wo yao rang ni kan dao wo de ruo. wo yao ni kan dao wo jian qiang de yi dian. wo bu yao gu fu ni dui wo de qi wang. wo bu yao ling ni shi wang. ke shi wo zhen de hen lei. le.

sometime i really think im jealous of you. am i? i think so.

a walk with God every sunday. makes my world go round. =D

** whack VON. for doing sth. =DD

11:26 PM { and i opened my heart(: